Your greatness has no boundaries

2007-01-29T10:42:00.000+08:00

When alcohol consumes men, there is none but havoc.
I look into her eyes, punished glasses of black, apology clinging on to a cracking voice.
Then, I felt sorry for her; his eyes were hard, glittering gems, lashed into shape by a deadened heart, broken childhood and army.

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I'm going to Bugis later to get my skinny jeans, thankyou GREENIE! :D much love lah darling.

Dear Lord,
here is my flesh.
though impossible in the mouth of men,
I, with faith, will believe for the impossible.
Accelerate us, God. Accelerate.

tomorrow's Sauyan &Eunice Ngieng's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE(:

2007-01-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

K, I'm bushed, usher was grrrrrreat.
I took communion! :D So exciting right. But I am super tired until I'm stoning, Kenneth kept asking me if I was ok. Hahahaha. I'm just damn tired, I don't know why, somemore I slept like 12 hours last night la.

I'm falling back in love with ribena again. Heehee.
& I totally stole this from Cristal, shoot me all you want. Heh.

A - AVAILABLE?: Yes &no.
B - BEST SPORT?: is shopping considered?
C - CRUSH?: Yes &no. ((((((:
D - DOGS NAME? Kim's dog, Mr Princess. Lolllll.
E - EASIEST PERSON(s) TO TALK TO?: I can talk to anyone and everyone. :D
F - FAV. COLOR(S)? Black &white, green &red
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?: BEARS.
H- HOMETOWN? Taiwannnnnnn
I - INSTRUMENT?: Drumssss I think? or bass.
F - FAVORITE JUICE?: RIBENAAAAAAAAAA, ice milo, milkkkkkkk.
K- KIND OF MUSIC?: All sorts, like hip-hop, pop, mainstream radio hits as long as it's not techno. Like. Ew.
L- LONGEST CAR RIDE?: Japan. I thought my butt was going to cramp up.
M- MILK FLAVOR?: Originalllllllll
N- NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? ONE very annoying elder brother.
O- ONE WISH?: Be really skinnnnnnnyyyy but not bones obsession. :D (*hintwinkahemCRISTAL*)
P - PHOBIA: ... no phobiasssssss.
Q- QUESTION YOU'D ASK SOMEONE WHO DIED? MISSED ME? (((:
R- REASON TO SMILE?: GOD! :D
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?: I could sing of Your Love forever.
T- TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY?: 1-2plus
U - UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME? I eat strawberry-flavoured products but I don't eat the fruit. Weird huh.
V- VEGETABLE YOU DON'T LIKE?: Broccoli, kangkong and a few more.
W- WORST HABIT?: Super bad temper &moodswings.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD? Twice.
Y- YUMMY FOOD? Spaghetti (linguine), &hokkien mee. Much llllllllove.
Z - ZODIAC/ASTROLOGY SIGN? Aries all the way.

My elder bro's coming back tomorrow, wowwwwwww.
No, I'm not going to airport to fetch him, I'm a lazy banglah.
I was so lazy that I didn't even go meet my CG just now hahaha.
Yay and Wenmin and Elysia is looking at me blog. :D
I rock.

Can't wait for service tomorrowwwww.

2007-01-25T17:10:00.000+08:00

Chemistry today was funnnnnnn, but kind of scary cos the thing we had to boil totally splatted out, I was so freaked ok. And the bunsen burner is stupid, it doesn't like me. ): Lol jk. (: I haven't done practical for like, two years, thanks to *ahemjoyahem*. So that's the highlight of the day. Me and Dawn were like half-freaking out and half-laughing.

Poor Lilian fractured her 4th and 5th finger ): Why like that, gheytio ah. Anyway after school we went Compass. Ate Yoshinoya with Weixin and Katrina who took a bus there, those lazy bums. Chatted 'till like 4, then I popped off to church.

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I realise, Mac's vanilla ice cream with chocolate topping turns into a better mood :D
I've got a great plot line, can't wait to turn it into a story! *squee*

&random, but I just wanna thank TWO people who are always there, whether I'm in a good or bad mood!
You two know who you are la hahahahahaha. :D Be so honoured k.

P.S. it's your privelege to see me emo, not the whole world can see lor. heeeeeee.

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It's terrible, everything is falling apart.

Dear God,
Hear my prayers. ):
For one week, I give up my flesh to You.
Make me strong, spiritual, one week.
Monday to Monday.
thank you Lord.

Lots and lots of love,
Your child.

2007-01-24T17:20:00.000+08:00

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WINIFREDDDD, thanks for listening! :D
HAHA I just favourite-d myself in your laptop, read my blog everyday and tag me k.

School was alright today.
Had a nice chat with our vice principal. Went church.
Shit, there's still school tomorrow.

It's just one of those days where I feel like holing up in the store room with a warm mug of Lipton red tea, blanket draped around sloping shoulders and slouched back, Damien Rice's The Blower's Daughter crooning softly into my ear. Just one of those days when you feel like emoing, alone.

I've been just browsing through my old blog posts - from the first time I came to church, the earnest yearning for God, until the times at Fullerton Hotel &Clarke &Marina Squares, to the time of late night conferences. So much to remember; maybe it was because we were so close, that when we parted, it was a total heartbreak.

The chaos and busy times during December and January left my brain to tuck those painful things away, but now it's back again, haunting my nights. It's like a tumour, growing bigger and bigger, threatening to engulf my heart. It's like a tumour on my heart, growing bigger, so my heart weighs heavier, so that it will eventually turn into a stone, crack and shatter into pieces and pieces.

This hurts so bad, how I wish I was numb to all that. ): You were the very last person I thought to become my heartbreak.
Surrounded my friends, yes I am; true friends from church that won't backstab me or what, but without a bestfriend, it feels just as lonely as before.

):

Gimme' some lovin' will ya? Y

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Fire, fall down
On us, we pray.

2007-01-23T18:47:00.000+08:00

Do the rudebox, shake your rude box (X4)

Ok then back to basics, grab your shell toes and your fat laces
A little hand clap for some funk faces and make your body move in the following places
Goes up your back and then down your spine and when it hits your head

Ok then back to baseheads dance like you've just won the Special Olympics
I got the rudebox of the back of a spaceship, so sick I just had to take it

The R.U.D.E.B.O.X up your jacksy, split your kecks sing a song of semtex, pocket full of durex body full of mandrex
Are we gonna have sex (yes) will you wear the knee socks (ohh) back to the rudebox

Got this double fantasy where we just never stop, and I've got one design and that's to funk you to the top
Know whats on my mind there's only one thing you will findI got one design and that's to bump you til you drop

Rudebox, do the rudebox, cos you so nasty
Rudebox, shake your rudebox, why you so nasty
Rudebox, do the rudebox, cos you so nasty
Rudebox, shake your rudebox, why you so nasty

Ok then back to spaceship, take both pills fuck the matrix
Jack those jills shake your Playtex rock 3 stripes not the asics
A.D.I.D.A.S old school cos it's the best
yes Tk max cost less yes
Jackson looks a mess bless

Ok then what to do
if you try to jack me
I'll rudebox you
if you rudebox me
I'll rudebox your whole crew
cos its what I do aint that right boo
true
I'll ride with you if you can get me to the border
cos the sheriff's after me for what
I did to his daughter
I did it like this you did it like that
I love it when you double clap clap

Grab this double fantasy where we just never stop
I've got one design and that's to funk you to the top
Know whats on my mind there's only one thing you will find
I got one design and that's to bump you til you drop

Rudebox, do the rudebox, cos you so nasty
Rudebox, shake your rudebox, why you so nasty
Rudebox, do the rudebox, cos you so nasty
Rudebox, shake your rudebox, why you so nasty

Ok then check the tan line, make your body shape like you're stood on a land
minecall me on my mobile not the land
line and the jack the main
line at the same time
Ok this is what we do, got a jam so fresh its nice for you

Ok give it what you got and dial 808 for the bass to drop
Ok then whats the fracas grab your cardy your lead hat and your bus pass
you don't sweat much for a fat lass grab your rudebox cos your box is righteous
Ok bum rush the show I got high speed dubbing on my stereo and all the tunes in the box are the cherrio
I know I told you before
did you hear me though

Grab this double fantasy where we just never stop
I've got one design and that's to funk you to the top
Know whats on my mind there's only one thing you will find
I got one design and that's to bump you til you drop

Rudebox, do the rudebox, cos you so nasty
Rudebox, shake your rudebox, why you so nasty
Rudebox, do the rudebox, cos you so nasty
Rudebox, shake your rudebox, why you so nasty

Do the rudebox, shake your rudebox (repeat to fade)

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I love Robbie William's Rudebox, it's a great hit, edgy, enough of funk to keep my bopping my head to it. :D Lurrrrrve it.
I've got cravings to eat Cartel, just satisfied it the other day with Adriena, Lilian, Dawn and Sam Goh (: Exciting, I love the panfried pasta, it's simply heavenly. I miss hokkien mee though hehehehehe.

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I believe with all my heart and the faith that I have,
God will hear my prayer. He hears yours too, just keep praying.
You might be mere seconds or inches away from revival. (:

Random verse of the day! :D

Matthew 17:20

He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."

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when you saw there was only one set of footprints in the sand,
that was when I carried you.

2007-01-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

RE lesson was fun, it must've been God's hint that I should carry on with BRP! I willlll, and Felicia's Bible knowledge was fantastic. I gotta' learn from her! But I'm even surprised I know answers to half of them, and barely a month ago all I knew was a few verses! Gunna love my Bible more &more. (:

All of a sudden, I is having many ideas!
For all sorts of things. Just suddenly, I feel creative. Maybe my subconscious is gearing me up for my O's - Art. YIDEASSSSSSSS. Muahahahahahahahahahha.

Anw church today.
Experimented French braids on Nadine &Maril. Hahah.
Then went airport with FL, Jen &Mich Yao.
Too tired to blog. Singchuen's keyboard sucks. My contacts are damn dry.
I think I wanna quit SOW, I damn tired these few days. x.x

kkkkkkk sleeping la. Photoshop is fun right Nadine? ((: HEHEHEHE.

2007-01-18T18:42:00.000+08:00

I'm not angry with anybody at the moment k. (:
I have STM la, so small fry.

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TODAY!
Was okaaayyy. Went school at normal time, blah blah. School's still boring, literature class was the best thing, Mrs Tan was so freaking funny.
Today, 18th of January 2007 is Commemorate Joanne Yao Day! :D
Hahahha I love literature lots. Heeeeee. Enemy of the People is surprisingly interesting, I need to re-purchase the text, those irritating locker people cleared my lockers, I have to re-buy a lot of stuff. ):

So besides that funny episode, we went to Temasek Polytechnic Open House today :D
It was pretty warm bleh. We were like squeezing into the place with like a thousand and one other schools la. I saw Lixin, Jiayang, &Xinjie etc. Then whilst I was going around the school bumped into others, Huimin Andrea and I'm going to feature you (be so honoured woman) CRISTAL BEK!

I haven't seen this woman for agesssssss and she pinned up her fringe, then I was like eh that girl quite familiar leh then omg I realised, it IS Cristal Bek oh! :D Heheheheheh. I miss you la Bekky (: Your uniform is like so damn bigggggg can. It's over your knees la. Then after that went upstairs and bumped into Benjamin, first time see him in school uniform! So exciting.

I'm very interested in the design school leh. :D Wheeee, I might go there. Cos today during lunch I was like talking to Qiaolin about going Temasek Poly or go LaSalle then suddenly Chanel turned behind and said it's damn stressed. Then I'm like o.o okay. Hehe. So see how la.

AND,
I'mma announce,
I LOVE DAWN HEE &LILIAN HUANG! (:
kk that was some random. My beloved flow partners, we flow too much mannnnn. Plenty of love from me to you! HEARTS,Y

2007-01-16T19:27:00.000+08:00

I'm not angry, don't paint me black.
I'm not that petty k, what an insult, right in my face.

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Kkkkkkk, today after school stayed back to eat lunch with Adri, Jolie, Peck, Kesia and Sandra. :D Waited for the rain to stop, I almost wanted to eat another bowl la. I'm so greedy hahaha .Then me and Adri went off to the Salvation Army Family Store for fun.

Before that we were on 136 then we passed by Serangoon Secondary then me and her were just mentioning this SS guy, then suddenly, speak of the devil Leon popped up! Me and Adri were like o.o HAHAHAHAHAHAHA LEON! Exciting right.

I bought a cool cup from SA, I should have a photo up someday.
Then trained/bus (can't remember) to church and helped out with the cafe people until the congregation thought I was in cafe ministry hahahaha. Funny like funfair. :D

Anyway gunna leave church soon, tomorrow school starts at eight-thirty, how exciting.
Loads of love. TWO MORE MONTHS to sixteen birthday, I can't wait.

Like fwoah.

2007-01-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

k, a great many things has happened in the past week -
one of the most notable is the visit of Pastor Joakim!

I've enjoyed service tremendously, as usual. <3 style="font-style: italic;">remembers me la omg. I almost jumped out of my seat when he mentioned my name. :P So it's Thursday all the way 'till Sunday, smashing four days of fun! Whee.

I have short-term memory, can't remember what I wanted to blog about for the past few days.
But anyway, here's something fun. And rather crappy.

- 3 ~~Quick~~-Tips on I-Mai. (:

1. What to do when I-Mai is pissed off her socks.

She will normally, on everyday occurences stay angry at the said victim for no more than twenty-minutes. Within the span of twenty-minutes, mindless apologies and empty promises to make up to her DOES NOT enter her brain, which is currently fuming.

After twenty minutes and if her face isn't blacker than charcoal, it is then safe to apologise/suck-up/any other form of acitivity to pacify/console/beg forgiveness from. Otherwise, it could provoke her into a longer lasting anger, which is something you definitely want to prevent.

2. About punctuality.

She may not be the Punctuality Police or your friendly discipline master/mistress in your school which will book you for being late, but she has a limit, duh.
If you are late within 30 minutes, she has nothing to say.
A single minute more than that and her face darkens into thunderstorm-mode.
Not, very pretty. At all. In order to avoid the monsoon season of the I-Mai, kindly be not later than 30 minutes, preferably be punctual on the dot, of course.
3. Warning signs of agitation.

For example, if you have foolishly ventured into the trecherous zone of provoking her (in dialect 'suan'-ing her), there are a few signs to watch out for to see if she can still take the teasing:

If she doesn't retort your teasing (eg. I'm not shorttttttt, just you too tall la, I'm NOT xiao mei mei, whatttttt, act only) and above mentioned comebacks, and she doesn't look very happy, DO NOT apologise, just shut up and walk away as if nothing happened. (:

If her eyes have suddenly been magically attracted to the invisible dust bunnies trotting around the floor and her lips are zipped tighter than Ziplock bags, it's time to dissolve away from her world as quietly as possible. ^^

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I read this from Cristal's blog. Don't cry honey, it makes me sad to know you're sad. ):
I'm just gunna edit it a little.

c's never gonna come back to God, no matter how hard i cry, how hard i pray. like i always do.
i don't think i have that much strength to see my friends leave me, running the Christian race. one by one, they are dropping out, giving up their batons to the dismay of the runners before them. like how c and the rest did. i don't want to say any more silent goodbyes. i dont wanna go through all these all over again, i just got over one.

losing someone whom you were the closest to in your entire history of friends:
the only person you thought would be the bestestestest friend. the very last person you thought would leave God, because her love for God was so passionate, so strong. until one day it was gone.

the only person i didnt mind letting to see me cry.
other times, in privacy or under God's presence.

now, i wont be accountable to anyone any more.
until, God gives me someone to call best friend. meaning every word i say.

with love;
xoxo.

P.S. Nadine is cool, cos I say so. HAHAH so random. BE HONOURED K NADINE. (: my go-home friend!

2007-01-11T17:59:00.000+08:00

):

The smiley is sad, why don't you give it a hug?

2007-01-10T17:49:00.000+08:00

Exciting.
I'm so damn lazy to type out everything in proper sentences, so I shall make it in point form.

# Overslept today. (7.12am)
# Maid neglected to wake me up.
# Topang uncle's car to HomeTeam Clubhouse.
# Joined my classmates.

# First went for a dress sense &colour coordination class
# I'm winter cool colours yaye.
# Me &Lilian helped Dawn to do mini-facial. Hahah so exciting. :D

# Went to a Conference Room
# Had class about communication skills: then IQ, EQ &CQ

# Went to multi-purpose hall
# Lessons on poise etc;
# My heel came off wth
# Changed to other pair of shoes

# Dining room, had a five-course meal
# Corrected the trainer about holding of red wine glass
# I insist I am right, because my mom's friends with a French cuisine cook &wine taster :]
# Walaipon commended me. THANKYOU(:
# Took photos

# Trained with Dawn &Lilian

K, NOT THAT BORING LUH(: but some things were kind of crappy, but then I still enjoyed myself with Dawn, Lilian &Sam Goh :D Had funnnnnnn. Tomorrow is learning journey I think. Crapola. (:

2007-01-09T18:27:00.000+08:00

I finally went back for band, things were so damn miserable.
Wth is wrong with the conductor, like seriously. He's an adult, thought he should've known better. Goodness. I think even my baby cousin doesn't throw such bad tempers.

Never mind, forgive and forget. :]
I treated percussionist to lollipops! I'm like haaaa so nice. Lol.
Digital Prisms is a horrible song, Safari and Sunrise is like... blah. I don't know luh, just no drive for SYF.

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SUNDAY(:

I love the usual people so much, they bring so much joy and satisfaction to hungry tummies! People who know what's FUN and where the GOOD FOOD is at. LOVE you guys plenty(:
I seriously, love hokkien mee heehee. :D

A rushed blog post for today, gotta' go dinner with the lovely ladies from dance. (:
Grooming course tomorrow!

2007-01-07T13:52:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA I LOVE THE USUAL PEOPLE(:
CHOMP CHOMP was awesome, as usual, and I fell in love with hokkien mee again. Aha. :D
But I'm broke as hell, sucks big time.

Roslyn, Yangyi, Alton &me went Eric's house play!
So exciting until we almost missed last public transport.
THANK YOU ERIC FOR THE CAB FARE. :D You rock... for the day. Heheheh.

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I'm lovin' yesterday! Fun to the max with the ever awesome E ZONE! :D
First service of the year was great! The three purpose in life: Christ, church, character.
After service, helped out with the decoration. New balloons, and a lot of nice blingy cloth! Someb said it looked very indian. Hohohoho funny like funfair.

Then my exciting journey to find E zone began: I bused down to somewhere relatively near City Hall, hiked to Clarke before they told me they changed to Burger King near City Hall: hence I walked ONE BIG ROUND. Wah thanks. Had cheesesticks and ice milo, I hate BK's ice milo, tiny and super expensive, cheat my money &my feelings. ):

Then it was a bundle of fun! So many photographs taken, so much crap.
After that we went to the UOB building near Raffles Place MRT, took more crazy photographs, crapped even more, and played games! Chair game &dog and bone. So fun, team three WON! We rock worhzxzxz.

After that, went Macs as some people wanted toilet others supper.
Happily took NR6 home, straight at my doorstep. Bliss.

I LOVE E ZONE MANY MANY MANY(: xoxo;

2007-01-05T12:17:00.000+08:00

GOODNESS, they're trying to expell me from school for not attending my CCA.

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The first two days of school was boring as usual, January is a boring month. Mhm. Used to it after like three years, so who cares. Sat in the hall all day, I thought my ass was going to cramp up. I slept through somebody's talk, couldn't help it if school starts at 7.30. I think talks should be held on Wednesday when school starts 8.30, maybe I might not fall asleep.

But I have a strong feeling I will. x.x

Anyway.
Went to church with Xinhui after buying my stuff from Spotlight.
Met Mattheus going home, gosh he looks so different with a haircut.
He said me and Xinhui looked like sisters from afar. HAHAH. That means I'm a very young mummy yaye.

So watched dance practice. Exciting, even though I've seen those moves a thousand and one times, I'm still in love with those moves. Super cool yeah. Then I made a new friend, STC one! So exciting, she's a ballerina. Oooh. So crapped with her and such.

Then went to Plaza Singapura with FL to get her new school shoes, got wet la. The Montfort guys and Marists got soaked, trying to run through that rain. Poor thing, they gunna catch colds. Me and FL walked, and my school shoe squishes now, thanks to wet socks &shoes. Terrific day.

After that PastaMania-ed with FL and Gab.
Love linguine creamy chicken. Then went home, and realised had dental at 1130.
So slept early, woke up to text teachers about it.
Aunt lectured me on putting my dental during school hours. C'mon, there's no lessons, can you don't deprive me of sleep? Gee. I'm not exactly very free after school hours, there's BAND to attend. I mean to sit in and stone at. Or rather forced to go. Yeah, that's it.

So I woke up to a very sucky day man. At church now. :D
I am so not entertained. Roslyn's a darling, she's playing a kiddy game. Hurr.

I'm in love with Coldplay. I mean I already am. Exciting isn't it, I'm dreading school, but I'm eagerly anticipating service tomorrow. God! :D

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Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Calling tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

oh, take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh, and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start...

2007-01-03T18:17:00.000+08:00

Oh great, my year started with a bang a little too big.

TWO bookings - one for my MIA (missing-in-action) nametag, another one for my gold-turned-black-turned-fading-to-brown-hair. Oh gosh, it's terrible. Two bookings in the beginning of the year. Goodness gracious. I've never been so embarrassed before in my life... wait, I have been more embarrassed. Now I bet like half the school remembers me, wth.

So after school I chiong to Ah Keow to dye my hair JET BLACK, my hair is like ammonia smell now. Sian ji puah. So annoying, then when I was dyeing my hair Yue Ying, Jolene and Cynthia came also. To cut hair. Then bumped into them at KFC at Hougang Mall later cos I was buying honey chicken leg.

Yummmmmmmm.
So stayed in church play slack computer'd, &now I'm bored outta' my skull because the whole freaking world isn't here. Just Shu Yi. Then a few leaders, Esther &co. came and left, then Michelle Yao &co. came and left.

Shiya, where're you, I miss you woman. (:

P.S I'm visiting Temasek Polytechnic Open House on 18th January, Thursday;
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Open House on 19th January, Friday.

Anybody care to give me personalised tour? (: Jokes.

XOXO;

2007-01-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

You know I feel there's something 'bout to break now,
You know I feel there's a city here to take now.
And it's not so tough for these ordinary hands,
When we trust someone with extraordinary plans.

You know I feel this heart's about to break now,
Cos I can see what the devil's trying to take now.
We've got this leather backed book and a freedom cry,
And we're an army of God who are ready to die.

You give us hope where hope is gone,
You fill the streets with a holy song,
We're gonna paint this big old town red.

Oh, Here we come, here we come
Oh, Here we come, here we come

You know I feel this sky's about to break now.
You know I feel our city's gonna shake now.
And we hear you call every woman and man,
"Ring the mission bell" and storm the gates of hell.

Miracles run from street to street,
Rise up Church for a holy meet,
We're gonna paint this big old town red
We're gonna paint this big old town red
With the blood of Jesus!

(Ring, ring, ring, ring the mission bell)
(Sing, sing, sing, sing we've got a story to tell)
(Ring, ring, ring, ring the mission bell)
(Sing, sing, sing)

2007-01-01T18:27:00.000+08:00

MERRY NEW YEAR!

Countdown at church was greatawesomeamazingcoolbrilliant and the list of exciting descriptive words I could list goes on.

CREATE &HEARTS AWARDS 2006

I had fun being involved in my ministry, though it was pretty busy, but it's great.
Beautifying people is my job :D I donated all my hairwax. Hahahaha. I don't use them anyway, and I just remembered I left my slippers back at Parkview after we walked back to church yesterday.

I love the performance. The dance item never make me fail to screaaaaaaaaam! My favourite item, everrrrr. 41st Day &Phenomal (spelling?) were awesome, as usual. And interesting fact of the day, I argued with Xinhui about something so veh funny, on whether the bus driver was an uncle or auntie. XINHUI AH, I still stand to my opinion, it's an UNCLE OK :P

God's presence was strong. But I still can't hear him, but for now, I'd be contented with dwelling in His presence. Everything is going to change, from this year onwards. It's a fresh new start, the awakening from a dream. I'm going to tackle new obstacles, drown in new waters and learn to swim, and there's the humongously terrifying O'levels to think about, but I'm sure it's an obstacle I can handle with faith. The year ended with a big bang, I'm excited. For the new year holds so many promises! I can't wait. :D

These three days is just chicken rice and 7-ups straight all the way.
I won't miss chicken rice, ever again. Breakfast lunch dinner chicken rice. My goodness la.

Michelle's laptop veh heavy. HAHA. Then back to good ol' Dhoby Ghaut! :D Had my FIRST foosball match of the year, I WON :D Then owned some people with Ah Cai, then went to auditorium to play gameeeeeeee, the first game I played in church, the infamous B zone game! Super duper fun, I think the banana dance is good. Yeah man. I never even got forfeit whee I rock worhzxzx.

After that went home with the NEL people, Tess, Eric, Wenmin, Yi Jing, Jomain &Xinjie.

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Something terrible happened,
Outside I smile and tell her it's ok, it's alright,
she smiles for me and I know that she's hurting inside, she's crying, she's dying.
Inside, I'm crying for her.

God, can You show her Your love?
because I know, You love us. No matter how broken we are, how distasteful we are, how ugly we are deep down inside.
You knew us when we were broken, yet loved us still.
I want a heart like Yours, to comfort, to love, to seek the lost.
And that is my cry.

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Our God,
is an awesome God,
He reigns, from heaven above He reigns

2006-12-30T13:45:00.000+08:00

SHIYA &JOYCE make me smile to no end,
thank you! (: I love you guys!

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I can't remember what I did for the past few days, I short term memory sia.
All I can remember is yesterday!

Yesterday was Create 2006 Full-Dress Rehearsal.
You guys so should come for Create, it is so damn cool.
I was like *jaw drop*. But I won't spoil the surprise for you, better come and see it for yourself. ;D

So I reached Parkview at like ten minutes earlier. It was quite slack actually, then....
it started to get chaotic! Everybody streamed into the room, I have people going like 'IMAI DO MY HAIR LEH' then I'm like 'WAITTTTTT' and I rushed everything. Lucky I didn't have to do much make-up, wahahaha. I lazy la. Hairstyling and manicure was fun to the max!

After around 7plus we were released, so I went to sit with Joyce to watch the rehearsal.
It's so veh cool. :D I'm in love with the dance item, I could just watch it again &again. o: *jaw drops*

Then Joyce bought chicken rice for me, yummy. (:
FUNNY THING, they don't give spoons. Wth. So we borrowed them from the people eating KFC, using the mashed potato spoon. HHAHAHA. So poor thing la we all. Then we washed the spoons after eating, left it for others yaye.

Rehearsal was good. Blah blah. Then at around 11plus, went home. RUNNNNN all the way from green line to purple line to catch the second last train. Mei you li qi le la. Went with the dancers. Hahahahahha.

What a fulfilling day!

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I may be alone, but I will never be lonely, because I have Jesus Christ inside of me! :D

2006-12-26T19:33:00.000+08:00

Please love your parents if they are still together.
Please don't wish they will fight and divorce, it's not funny. ):
Let's be a generation that will give their children both father and mother,
no more fatherless or motherless generations.

I don't know why, but I just felt like saying this.

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You are the love of my life

2006-12-26T13:15:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS WAS THE MOST BRILLIANT, MOST AWESOME, MOST AMAZING, AND THE BEST CHRISTMAS I EVER HAD.笙･

There's so many people I wanna thank for making me feel so belong here,
gone were the quiet days of Christmas where I either did nothing or went shopping mindlessly,
but now I get to do exciting things like beautifying people with my talents! :D

TWENTYTHIRD.
Thank you Cuiting &Sherman for coming to fetch me :]
Went town, saw Eric at Heeren.
Then went to Topshop/Topman, saw Furong &Ian.
Pop came Jieru, Adri &Chew from Far East.

Therefore I left with the ladies to jalan jalan and enjoy ourselves.
We ended up back at Far East later on, sat in a salon with half the church (LOL),
fellowship-ed by crapping lame shit, watched people's hair get really gorgeous, then at lasttttt,
went off to makan at Newton with Eric, a-dying-from-high-heels Sabby (HAHA), and some other lovely people. Whee.

XMAS EVE.
Supposed to meet veh early, but I was so tired that I couldn't even get off the bed.
Met CG at Bugis MRT, had KFC for lunch. Waste money sia.

Arrived at Parkview Square, helped out at the manicure table. :D
Then SERVICE!
I was so excited to receive God's presence. :] 41st Day plays with such anointing, it's so veh cool. Love them. o:
The percussion performance was cool, I like the drumsticks. Glow in the dark. Hehehehe.
I love the dance item, I screamed like a mad woman running away from a molester for bestfriend Charmaine Wu, you should see her solo man, so cool. Cool like water cooler.

I love the message that was preached; as usual. Then 41st Day performed a Coldplay song, then some more worship songs. Service ended with a bang. Varron &her friend went off first.

After that went Marina Square to eat with Xinhui &Joyce &Jianle. Had fun camera-whoring. :D
Love salmon bento. Marina Square is a good place, but with good &bad memories. Tsktsk.
Then we just walk walk around doing nothing.
Somehow, ended up in Esplanade. Went to the rooftop, was drizzling. But we just sat down and crap. Hahaha. Crap for veh long. Then went home. Wheeeee.

XMAS.
Met CG at 1230. As usual, people gheytio la. Waited with Eeni for the rest of CG to turn up. Then I rushed to Parkview Square, was late for fashion meeting. ):
Thankyou Sister Alicia! :D I did Charmaine's hair &make-up, (HAHA ROSY CHEEKS. SO CUTE LA.) a bit of Eeloo's hair, Roslyn's make-up, then I went back to my manicure table. Wahaha.

I felt an air of hostility wafting over Felicia right over to me. Hahahah heck that woman la. I can't be bothered with people who act popular la. I never can ok. :D

I had fun with the hair glitter spray thing. So funny. My whole palm also have.
Did nails for Lilian, stars on her middle finger, so funny, hahaha. I pon lunch. Hungry like mad. Then serviceeeeeeee. Same exciting items, I screamed like mad again for Charmaine. She's such a good dancer, don't be jealous of her ok.

After service I went to find SHIYA! Yes I'm back darling and I missed you like nuts la you woman. ((: LOVE YOUUUU! Rah. Then went to haunt people for my present. HAHAHA. Yay, and showed off my sexy Spongebob bag to the people. Ongah funny, he say look like me. I didn't know I'm so cute and lovable. HAH.

Actually wanted to go eat at Marina Square. Then changed plans to Plaza Singapura.
Ate salmon bento again, waste my money. After that some E ZONE people went Clarke, wheeeeee, it was the funnest part!

We sat around and crapped like morons, cam-whored, and it was so fun. HAHA some people cannot climb up the ledge thing, and some people keep on saying I climb the time very man. HAHAH so funny. I 50% man right.
Then me &Shiya went to buy slurpee, I dropped mine on the floor. My Cherryzyme! D: But lucky still got a lot.

Started to drizzle, I open my umbrella, then somebody trying to be funy ah, kidnapped my TAIWAN-bought umbrella. Ya la I TAIWAN cannot ah. Funny.
We had so much fun, I got so veh high, lauged like someone who had been entertained by a comedian (HAHA) then the rain got heavy. Gah.

So we went home. Went down the so called 99 STEPS STAIRCASE, so many steps, I sian diao. Some people funny go up to take escalator. Then sat down there waiting for the escalator people who gheytio.

Home sweet home then.

I'm amazed at my willpower. RESIST TEMPTATIONNNNNNN. whee.

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Thank you, HOGC, for making me feel like I belong. (:
You guys are the best, no questions no doubts about it.
Love. (:

2006-12-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

DVD marathon: Legally Blonde, Just My Luck, Sex &The City.

ONE MORE DAY!

2006-12-21T19:37:00.000+08:00

I guess it's over.
Nope, not I guess, but it is.

God, I will say sorry a thousand times,
because it is my fault she's gone.
P.U.S.H; Pray Until Something Happens.

I will pray, pray, pray.
Just for her to go back to You,
even though it's never the same again.

God, I'm so sorry. I just can't say how sorry I am,
but I will take the blame because it is my fault.
I didn't leave, but she did.

I know she is wise to still believe in You, but I want her to be able to see Your face in heaven, and know You better. She used to be so close to You and me, but it's my fault she's gone.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

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Two more days, and I will see the people who love me for who I am.

2006-12-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

I swear I'm not okay.

2006-12-20T01:40:00.000+08:00

3 MORE DAYS (:
to my darling sugar cats. time flies!
one more day to CHARMAINE WU, haopengyou's birthday :D

&&I simply can't wait for Christmas, it's gunnabe the greatest.
Still dateless?
I WANT YOU! ;D

♥MAI

2006-12-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

Moving on.

Shopped today, got this pair of SUPER HOT HEELS for like, S$20?!
Taiwan stuff is cheap, not like Singapore, where a pair of shoe could go more expensive than that.
I've finished most of my shopping &wrapping for people! :D Huzzah.

Yesterday was a good &bad day.
I should have known better, that it's the end. Ta-da. THE END.

Now, I live for F.A.S.H.I.O.N. And FASHION only. (:

2006-12-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

2006-12-15T02:38:00.000+08:00

9 MORE DAYS!

My internet has been down for the past two days, dang it.
I was superduperluperhuperkuper happy when it came back, goodness me, I thought I'd died.

I think a couple of you might've known, I've rediscovered my love for Neopets. ♥
My current obsession is the Whack-A-Kass game, I've got a hi-score of 954 and am currently working towards getting that smexymexy trophy. 8D Oooooh, pretty &&gold!

I've amazingly garnered 20k in three days! o: (I know my account is older than that, but that's the number of days I played, I kept forgetting abt it until nw) I made 10k today :D On games alone &alone. I rockzxzxz worzxxzxz. Okay tht was so random.

Anw, my life has been incredibly uneventful.
I'm going New Life for the last time this Saturday, then Sunday I'm going out with my family.
(: Yeah, so I'm going shopping on Monday, so please bug me on Sunday to get you your things if I haven't. x.x
Sorreh, I need ta shop for myself too, teeheehee. Those who owe me bucks, please stock up on your paperssssss &coins if you're that broke.
I accept instalment. :D Yes, 0% interest, I'm not evil.

I was just flipping through the photo album &my bro's kindergarten graduation book thing.
I realised that, there was not one complete family photo in the album.
In my bro's graduation book, I found one.
One, precious photo. The only photo we have, that signifies our family was a whole.

Other than that, it's always one parent missing.
You know, we have to be a different generation.
We have to be the generation that will give their future families something different,
to give their future kids something different, something we call a whole family.
Not like the disappointment we have now.

Speaking of that, my mom's bf came back from China today.
Ew he smokes.
Ew.

My movie marathon continues on for the past two days due to the internet's pms, so I have watched...
Corpse Bride (like finally), Spirited Away, Laputa: Castle in the Sky, Full Metal Alchemist Movie: Shambala, V for Vendetta (chimology, you'd die! Geegoodnessme.) &I think that's all, I've either forgotten the rest of what I have no idea.

Lakehouse was boring shit, so it's true from what the others have told me.
It's just dialogue after dialogue, letter after letter. Boring as hell, Click was so much more better, it made me cry. ):
Fineeeee, I'd just admit that I got a tad bit emo watching Click and I actually cried. Gee. That's the first movie I've cried at, save Titanic which was like 546876547 years ago.

Anw, I'm off to Neopets again :D
That's all I have for the remaining nine days I stay in Taiwan(:
Missin' you guys more &more each day!

P.S. not forgetting my beloved foosball of course(:

♥Maaaaaaaaaai

2006-12-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

12 MORE DAYS,
and I can see my honeybunnysugarpies, people I've missed truckbuscar loads,
I CAN'T WAIT. (:

♥ I love messages, they make me happppppyyyyyyy(:

Imma on a movie marathon.
She's The Man, Click, Mad Hot Ballroom Dancing, and now Lakehouse. Omglove.

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YFrom Sing Chuen's blog!

Level 1
(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) drank alcohol
SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) been in love (goong counts right?)
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight

SO FAR: 7

Level 3
(x) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date

SO FAR: 9

Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone/something die

SO FAR: 11

Level 5
( ) had/have a crush on one of your FRIENDSTER friends
( ) been to Paris
( )been to Spain
(x) been on a plane
( )thrown out for drinking

SO FAR: 12

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
( )been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
(x) been mosh pitting

SO FAR: 14

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love/like someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( )made a snow angel

SO FAR: 17

Level 8
( )had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up

SO FAR: 21

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school

SO FAR: 25

Level 10
(x) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake

SO FAR: 28

Level 11
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed/vandalized
(x) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer

SO FAR: 32

Level 12
(x) won a contest
( )been suspended from school
( )had detention
( )been in a car/motorcycle accident

SO FAR: 33

Level 13
(x) had/have braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x)had deja vu
(x)danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 37

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes

SO FAR: 40

Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the world
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 44

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with crayons/colored pencils/markers
( )sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

SO FAR: 48

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) kissed in the rain

SO FAR: 51

Level 18
(x) written a letter to Santa Clause
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x)watched the sun set with someone youcare/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
(x ) made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR: 55

Level 19
( ) crashed a party
( )have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone roller skating/ blading
(x) had a wish come true
( )Humped a monkey

SO FAR: 57

Level 20
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed "lan jiao" at a football game
( ) swimming with dolphins

SO FAR: 59

Level 21
( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/icecube
(x) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex clothes
( x) Sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 52

Level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 3 hours
(x) stayed up all night

SO FAR: 55

Level 23
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had/been in a tree house
(x) aren't scared to watch scary movies alone

SO FAR: 58

Level 25
( ) believe in ghosts
( ) have/had more than 30 pairs of shoes(in a lifetime)
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail

Total: 58 :D

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Another one!

Key"
A: likes to flirt
B: Likes people
C: Is wild and crazy.
D: has one of the best personalities ever
E: is a damn good kisser
F: people adore u
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H: Has a very good personality and looks.
I: Is always there for their friends.
J: Lives life for fun.
K: Really silly.
L: Loved by everyone
M: Makes dating fun
N: Dead sexy. One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could ask for.
O: Best in bed.
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Crazy child.
S: Easy to fall in love with
T: a big tease
U: Really likes to chill.
V: Not judgemental.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: Dead sexy.
Z: Always ready.

L: Loved by everyone
I: Is always there for their friends.
N: Dead sexy. One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could ask for.

I: Is always there for their friends.
M: Makes dating fun
A: likes to flirt
I: Is always there for their friends

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Okay that was fun. 8D

2006-12-10T19:05:00.000+08:00

Y From Huiying's blog!

When a girl cries in front of you,
it means she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life.
If you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl won't cry easily,
Except in front of the person she loves most
she becomes weak.

A girl won't cry easily,
Only when she loves you the most,
she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries in front of you,
Please hold her hand firmly.
She's the one who will stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you,
Please don't give her up.
Because of your decision, you might ruin her life.

When she cries right in front of you,
When she cries because of you,
Look into her eyes.
Can you see the pain and hurt she is feeling?

Think.

Which other girl has cried in front of you,
with pure sincerity?
In front of you, because of you?

She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not because she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,
because silently crying is no longer possible.
The pain, hurt and agony,
has become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys, think about it.
If a girl cries her heart out for you, to you;
It's time to look back on what you've done.
Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it.
Because one day,
it may be too late for regrets.
It may be too late to say "I'm sorry."

-

I will race across that bridge a thousand times, holding my breath, feel the pain of my oxygen-denied lungs bursting, to feel the ache of my muscles, just for you to come back;
to being my friend, and to God.

Sometimes, friendships can be so fragile.
I place this broken friendship into Your hands.

-

Y From Cristal's blog!

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

How am I feeling today? Sexyback - Justin Timberlake

How do my friends see me? Fergielicious - Fergie

Where will I get married? Rudebox - Robbie Williams

What is my best friend's theme song? The Blowers' Daughter - Damien Rice

What is the story of my life? Like A Star - Corinne Bailey Rae

What is/was high school like? Shiver - Natalia Imbruglia

How can I get ahead in life? Wind It Up - Gwen Stefani

What is the best thing about me? Sugar Sugar - Baby Bash

What is today going to be like? I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At the Disco

What is in store for this weekend? A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton

What song describes my parent(s)? Ugly - Sugababes

To describe my grandparents? Don't Forget About Us - Mariah Carey

How is my life going? Lose Control - Missy Elliott

What song will they play at my funeral? Geek in the Pink - Jason Mraz

How does the world see me? I Bruise Easily - Natasha Bedingfield

Will I have a happy life? She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5

What do my friends really think of me? Dirty Little Secret - All Americans' Reject

Do people secretly lust after me? Hips Don't Lie - Shakira feat. Wyclef

How can I make myself happy? Stickwitu - Pussycat Dolls

Will i ever have children? Over - Lindsay Lohan

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Okay, the songs do not make sense at all, they don't seem to answer the questions. Lol.
8D

2006-12-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

OMG I NEED TO RANT.

Today was actually pretty okay, I woke up dead early.
I had another dream, it's super retarded, I'd blog abt tht bit later if I can remember.
Then went ximending to meet the TWINS :D
Neoprints were funnnnnn. Can't wait for them to send me the pics.
Then we went to eat ice kachang (MANGO-YYYY) and they went off. ):

Soz I was Patrick-hunting for Shiya and doing a fine bit of shopping myself, then SHIT I realised I fuking dropped my phone somewhere.
Then shit + shit because #1 I LOVE THT PHONE LOADS. Got this really funny video inside (thank God for backup copies and infrared and bluetooth, whatever.) my beloved Doraemon ringtone(s), loads of nice smses from my dahlings tht make me feel warm and fuzzy when I'm down and #2 IT'S MY MOM'S NUMBER. So I'm officially fried.

Okay, soz I was miserablefuk. I sat down, and so this old, ugly looking guy tried to make friends with me.
I figured out his friends were pretty okay, some guy some girl, soz I see GIRLS! I thought it'd be safe. But they went off to get someth, then the guy was entertaining me. We sat by the staircase, and wth he's smoking. He offered me one, I was like uhhhhhhh, I'm quitting. It's horrible if you watch someb do it but you can't, but I figured out staring at my manicured fingers work as a pretty good distraction. Soz when we were talking, I ended up chatting with my fingers half the time.

Soz it turns out he's this 19 year old guy working as a jing ji ren (artist's manager person whtever) at an advertising company.
Then we talked a little... I mean I answered his questions and he asked me. I'm sorry, but I lied about half of it because I'm not too fond of very questioning strangers. Then came the BINGO part.

He asked me to be his gf.

...~~wth.~~

So obviously I said no and told him I study overseas and I come back half a year only. He says it's alright, and he wants my photo. I said no. I don't like the idea of strangers ~~masturbating~~ to my photos, thankyouverymuch. Then he told me I'm the type he likes. The 'ice queen', pretty kind of girls. (okay, the compliment made me happy but didn't really do much, I'm already annoyed at losing my hp)
Apparently he likes to go steady with people and UNDERSTAND and get to know them rather than the other way round which I'm more accustomed as.

Seeing he's pretty brave to ask tht, I just rejected him gently.
Then he spent the next half an hour persuading me tht he has the power to take care of me.
He even took out his wallet and flashed at me the thick wads of bills. Is that the legendary, "BAO YANG" I've heard so much on tv? OMG, I feel honoured. But anw the point is, I rejected him anyway. Then he wanted to talk to me somemore. So he told his friends he go somewhere, and we sat at another staircase.

So being nice, he offered to carry my plastic bag. Yay. I like tht part, cos my hands are really veh suan.
Then he asked if he can hold my hand. I said no. So this is our conversation:

Him: May I hold your hand?
Me: No.
Him: Why not? Wo zai ba ni. (as in, chasing me)
Me: Haven't ba dao, cannot hold lah.
Him: then what's counted as ba dao?
Me: Ni ba bu dao lah. Haha.

Okay soz he shuts up. But even so, he every now and then grabs my arm and pretends to steer me through the crowd of people.
Then at another staircase, when I sat down with the bag covering my skirt, he tried to take it away. I said I don't want, you want to see ah, jokingly lah. Then he said yeah. I got kinda' freaked out, but I act nothing and so we continued talking. He asked about how many steads I had before, how old am I, and please take note, he didn't ask for my name, neither did I. (so I'm saved from making up a name, whew)
Then I think I was pretty bo chap from him keep on asking me to be his gf.
He asked why can't he. I said you're too short. I emphasized the point. (I'm taller than him, seriously.)
Then he said it's okay what. And he said I hurt him. I said oh, sorry, but I really don't like short guys.
Finally, I think he got bo chap too (just about time) and he said I won't force you. If you really don't want to, please leave now.
I stared at him. Words I've been dying to hear! Just about time.
Soz I happily stood up, took my plastic bag, grinned and said byebye.

You should've seen his face man, the expression was priceless.

-
I got my pretty ass saved from being scolded for losing the phone by my uncle, aunt and their son.
*WHEW*
Now I'm ~~fuking~~ screwed, I haven't got a phone.
Thank God my SIM card is with me. As in the Singapore one.

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Say no to ~~boys~~, say yes to Jesus. :D

2006-12-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

Dang, I overslept today.
My mom came home to wake me up, I was sleeping like a log, says she.
I was dreaming. As in, I'm having a dream.
Not a very nice dream. I think I can call it a nightmare? But I just can't seem to pull myself away from it.

I cabbed to the horse ranch. I remember, I keep on thinking about the dream.
Then I was tearing in the cab. After horse riding I felt better. Snapped a few shots of Bambi, pics up laterrr.

There's a horse called JJ, hhaha, no prizes for guessing whose face came into my mind. :D
I patted a horse called Snoopy today. He's a beautiful one 8D

After that went home and rested.
Then went pasar malam @ tonghua jie with mummy dearest. She bought a new dress.
And we overheard someth funny.

A: EH you're not listening to what im saying can!
B: I AM(: what did you just say?

HAHHAHAHA.♥
Forgive me for being so amused by it, I have no idea why either.
Anw, random shoutout:

I MISS CLIQUE! D:

you know who you are(: I miss you guys terribly horribly fearfully plentifully truckcarbusloads!
So exciting, meeting the lovely TWINS tomorrow after horse riding :D
lovelovelovelovelove, I'm so excited, and Saturday shopping love!

Ah, my post is so rainbow-y tday. :D

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every heartbeat says
thank you Jesus
how You gave Your life
for my salvation

Gaze at the rainbow
I see Your love

every heartbeat says
thankyou Jesus
how you gave Your life
for my salavation

Gaze at the rainbow
I see Your love

I will look to You
night and day
sing of Your great name
how I live again
by Your grace
I see You face to face

You are
the love of my life
my refuge always by my side
forever I will sing
and worship You my king

You are
the one I adore
I give You
my heart my all
forever You are all I need
Lord You're here with me

2006-12-06T16:27:00.000+08:00

/I miss you so much, come back. God misses you too, go back to His ways. For you, I will fast. Come back to God, He will share the burden of your pain.

Without God, I am nothing.
With You, I can be everything.
Give me wings of eagles to rise up and shed the pain and grudges I bear,
as I continue to lead people to You Christ.

Wash away my sins, Lord, I know I've commited them consciously,
for I was tempted by the devil. I pray against the devil, that Hell will tremble as we proclaim Your Name.

-

Today's post, is about MEMORIES.
Photos! :D For your viewing pleasure.

Sentosa.

After St. Marg's Concert

Town!

Encore II

Sentosa

Stayover

-

JEWEL (English translation)
by Ayumi Hamasaki

Again today, all of my desires were
Buried under the square, gray sky.
The reason I can move on
And walk among them without losing sight of the light
Is that you always tell me
That in some corner of this (dirty) city
There are still things left that aren't touched, smudged

I held my breath as I watched you
Fall asleep completely exhausted.
I am the only one in the whole world
Who knows this vulnerably precious profile.

One normal day, with sunlight pouring in
And the gentle wind blowing,
I felt that something was certainly changing,
Softly, yet strongly, inside of me.
I wasn't sad at all, but tears filled my eyes
Was that you had melted the pain, the scar in my heart
And turned it in to such a tenderness
That it hurt to think of you.
If you should happen to come across a deep sadness,
I wish that you would share it with me.
I think I could do anything for your smile,
My precious treasure.

My precious treasure.

-

2006-12-05T21:06:00.000+08:00

I'm currently obsessed with Ayumi Hamasaki's new music video, Jewel.
The lyrics don't really make a lot of sense, but my point is her mv is prettaye.
Everything's like white snowy glittery diamond-y. o: Awesome self-entertainment, and I'm endlessly amazed by how long her hair is.
And how creepy her eyes look. o.o There was this scene where her pupils are actually diamonds. They. Freak. Me. Out.

But it's pretty. (= Soothing music as well, so I'm pretty captivated just staring at it. o:
So everybuddaye, pop to Youtube and look fer it! :D

I'm also getting used to the false nail extension thing. Had fun, but I gunna remove it at night, otherwise I'd poke myself in the eyeball trying to remove my contact lenses.
And ystd was "MSN-people-are-hungry-day".
Almost everyone I chatted with are hungry ... Including myself of course.

& Windows Live Messenger sucks, it wouldn't let me sign in, grrrrrr. Sorry to the people whom I was talking ystd, when I turned offline suddenly, I was trying to install WLM, wrong move. ): I miss MSN all of a sudden even though they're just abt the same thing, lol. :/

Okay, so had Spanish lesson today at the cafe/restaurant thing near my hse.
Then went mummy's office, played with Josh, he's super adorable.
And when I was bloghopping I came across this, so I decided to do it!

Name 20 ppl n ans the questionbelow, after which, tag 13 ppl to do the quiz..!!

1) Adriena
2) Shiya
3) Joyce Leung
4) Nigel
5) Kitty
6) Cristal Bek
7) Fanglynn
8) Tess
9) Wilfred
10) Xinjie
11) Gabriel
12) Charmaine
13) Sherman
14) Grace
15) Wendy Quek
16) Christina
17) Sauyan
18) Phyllis
19) Michelle Lim
20) Kesia

1.how did u meet no.14?
in church, she was Joyce's friend(:

2. what would you do if you never met no. 1?
i think i will just die. ):

3.what would you do if no.20 and no.9 dated with you?
lol, totally impossible. no way, nuh-uh.

4. would no.6 and no.7 make a good couple?
haaaah, they dont even know each other XD

5.describe no.3
she's totally patrick-fan, lovable, full-of-crap and i love her truckcarbus loads(:

6.do u think no.8 is attractive?
YES((: mah green loverrrrrrr

7.say more about no. 7
she's retarded in a cute way, and she's so adorable then i love her to bits :D

8.do you know anything about no.12 family?
hmmm, not very sure. :/

9.what is no.10 fav?
FOOOODDDDD

10.what would you do if no.11 confessed that he/she like u?
lol, you gotta be kidding me! yes, i like you too, as my bro-in-Christ! (:

11.what language does no.15 speak??
english and chinese?!

12.who is no.18 going out with?
nobody?

13.what is your relationship with n0.16 and how old is he/she now?
she's 14, band junior. (:

14.when was the last time u talked to no.13?
like, yesterday?

15.who is no.2 fav singer?
i dont know, lollllllll

16.would u date no.4?
lol, nuh-uh!

17.would u date no.14?
shopping date? no problem-o! :D

18.is no.15 single?
yes, very single.

19.what is no.10 last name?
yanggggggg

20.would u ever consider being in a relationship with no.6?
lol, as shopping lovers, yeah man! haaaah

21.what school does no.3 go to?
compassvale

22.where does no.4 live?
uhhhh, hougang there?

23.what is your fav thing about no.5?
she's always there for me(((:

24.what do u think of no.13?
funny guy!

25.what do no.4 n no.9 have in common?
they both like shopping. :D at topman!

26.what special qualities does no.17 hold in your life?
she's a super lucky girl! :D

13 PEOPLE TAGGED:
im lazy to list out, any bored souls, just pick this up and do it and save yourself from boredom, lollllll.

That's all today, ta-ta world.

2006-12-04T17:24:00.000+08:00

Okay, like wth, I totally overslept today.
I slept at 5am and woke up at 4.51am, wth! Sheesh, I gunna learn to sleep early. :/
I'm turning nocturnal! And my cough is back, shit. It was like fading, but now it came back, stronger than everrrrrr.
Lucky there ain't any lessons today, otherwise I'd have overslept all of 'em!
There's Spanish tomorrow, horse-riding teacher ain't free tomorrow, dang it. Gunna confirm with mummy yonder.

& I love food in Taiwan, it's so cheap.

Don't give God paper roses.
Give Him real roses, real love, not false like the imitated, paper roses.
He is real!

"Roses"

[Verse One - Andre 3000]
Caroline! Caroline!
All the guys would say she's mighty fine
But mighty fine only got you somewhere half the time
And the other half either got you cursed out, or coming up short
Yeah, now dig this, even though
You'd need a golden calculator to divide
The time it took to look inside and realize that
Real guys go for real down to Mars girls, yeah!

[Chorus- Repeat 2x]
I know you'd like to thank your shit don't stank
But lean a little bit closer
See that roses really smell like poo-oo-ooo
Yeah, roses really smell like poo-oo-ooo

[Verse Two - Andre 3000]
Caroline! See she's the reason for the word "bitch"
I hope she's speeding on the way to the club
Trying to hurry up to get to some
Baller or singer or somebody like that
And try to put on her makeup in the mirror
And crash, crash, crash.. into a ditch! (Just Playing!)
She needs a golden calculator to divide
The time it took to look inside and realize that
Real guys go for real down to Mars girls, yeah!

[Chorus]

[Verse Three - Big Boi]
Well she's got a hotty body, but her attitude is potty
When I met her at a party she was hardly acting naughty
I said "Would you call me?"
She said "Pardon me, are you ballin'?"
I said "Darling, you sound like a prostitute pausing"
Oh so you're one them freaks, get geeked at the sight of ATM receipts
But game been peeped, dropping names she's weak
Trickin' off this bitch is lost
Must take me for a geek a quick way to eat
A neat place sleep, a rent-a-car for a week, a trick for a treat
Now go on the raw sex, my AIDS test is flawless
Regardless, we don't want to get involved with no lawyers
And judges just to hold grudges in a courtroom
I wanna see ya support bra not support you!

[Chorus]

Better come back down to Mars
Girl, quit chasin' cars
What happens when the dough get so low
Bitch, you ain't that fine
No way.. no way.. no way

[Repeat 2x]
Crazy bitch
Bitch, stupid ass bitch
Old punk ass bitch, old dumbass bitch
A bitch is a bitch, just a bitch

-

I just felt like posting that, lolllll.

2006-12-04T01:04:00.000+08:00

Today was a beautiful retail therapy day!
I miss ximending so much after not seeing it for like, what, half a year?!
All the good stuff's still there (=
Anw I'm so nice, I did so much shopping for other people - yeah luh, I windowshopped a lot for myself but the things I bought are mainly for other people. Like all the necklace and stuff. Shiya, I couldnt' find a Patrick pendant, but I found a Spongebob one for you! (:

-

Get me a musical box, windchime or a min. 120cm tall teddy bear, and I'd fall in love with you.
I'm a diehard romantic at heart huh, hurrhurrrrs.

These three things mean a lot to me, don't buy for them for me if you don't mean it.
Yes, roses are just stupid wilting things even though they make you kinda' happy in the beginning when you receive them.
I like chocolate. It makes me fat. But I will eat the chocolate if it's my favourite kinf. I'm not telling what's my favourite kind btw. (=

And I've rediscovered the joys of cam whoring. Lol. Hadn't done that for quite a while.

-

Okay, I'm obsessed with knitted scarves and beanies now.
Must be the inner woman in me realising that winter's arrived. Lol.
I'm also obsessed with blingblings, like glittery hairties. wh00t.
I'm missin' a lot of people now. )=

I think I type that in almost every post. Lol. And I'm using lol more often, lol.
"I'm Ares."
HAHAHAHAHAHA. (inside joke)
"Super ulu pandan niao bu shen dan place somewhere over the rainbow."
Yes, I'm self-entertaining again.

-

Today my cousin was so cute.
I entertained him all day, he laughed so hard that his parents jokingly offered me a babysitting job.
He's so amuzed just by looking at my face, he laughs until his saliva drools all over his shirt. o:
I think I'm too cute for him. (=
And he kissed my lips, awwwww. Seems like my mom stole his first kiss. My momma's a first kiss stealer. (=
She went Fiorucci shopping for bootsies today, she wouldn't buy me a pair, meanie. ): Lol jk.
Damn, can't make up my mind if I want Miss Sixty, Secret Wish by Anna Sui or Princess by Vera Wang.
Grrrrrrrrr.

I realised I'm obsessed with Gwen Stefani's Wind it Up music video, it's so fcuking adorable la.
Adorable in Gwen's style, but retarded, as usual. (=
I seems to be obsessed with this smiley too (=

Meeting the Lee twins on Friday! :D
at 101 Taipei Mall.
Photos of momma' shoppin' up laterrrr, I'm shit lazy and I need to shower.
My poor blistered feet smells from the cramped space in tha' pair of hawt boots.
*wrinkles nose

I miss Tess! (= I know you miss me darlin'.

Your name pounding through my veins says:
imaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai !!!!!!! :D
wind it up, says:
tesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !!!!!!! :D
wind it up, says:
lol, mine longer than yours!
wind it up, says:
i rock
Your name pounding through my veins says:
WO XIANG SI NI LE !
wind it up, says:
BU YAO XIANG SI WO
Your name pounding through my veins says:
YEAH I KNOW YOU ROCK
Your name pounding through my veins says:
i miss you woman
wind it up, says:
WO HAI YAO WHUO ):
wind it up, says:
lolllllll

I think I'm getting lamer and lamer everyday.
No, my leg is not in your closet.
(=

/Denying that I miss you is a lie.

2006-12-03T03:12:00.000+08:00

*update

Awww, damnit. (x
Anyway I'm self-entertaining with horror shows.
Where supposed ghostly happenings. Yeah.

Yes, I'm very entertained. Don't need entertainment. (: *ahem

I think I need a new bestie (= Damnit. Lol.

2006-12-02T18:35:00.000+08:00

Nobody cares about threats over the
internet.

Don't try to act hardcore with the
keyboard.

Fighting online is like racing in the
special
olympics;

even if you win, you're still retarded.

Lol, I'm getting more and more entertained everyday. (=

-

Anyway, New Life Church is very fascinating, it's so huge, that I nearly got lost for goodness sake.
Everything's in cheena, and I can't tell which is the usher, I only know they are called "zhao dai" - they have those lanyard things.
I wasn't really very welcomed, and now I know how the 3 indian girls feel. Left out, desolated, alone, with nobody to entertain you.
I just stoned, basically.
I wasn't concentrating a lot during the service, because #1 it's cheena #2 he's zhao xiang-ing and veh aggressive, scary.
Then they announced for the new friends to stand up, so I did, and people shake my hand, say hi, then I sit back down.
During offering, we have to put money inside an envelope and pop it into a bucket - you gotta get it from the ushers.
And I don't think they have impression slips.

Genesis 46 : 1-5 [NIV]
So Israel set out with all that was his, and when he reached Beersheba, he offered sacrifices to the God of his father Isaac.
And God spoke to Israel in a vision at night and said "Jacob! Jacob!"
"Here I am," he replied.
"I am God, the God of your father," he said. "Do not be afraid to go down to Egypt, for I will make you into a great nation there. I will go down to Egypt with you, and I will surely bring you back again. And Joseph's own hand will close your eyes."
Then Jacob left Beersheba, and Israel's sons took their father Jacob and their children and their wives into the carts that Pharoah had sent to transport them.

That was the verse for offering.
Then there are 5 praise songs and 2 worship - first it's the 3 praise songs, and the 3rd one was Look to You! o: Then there was 1 worship song, which was Heart After You. (I sang in English, bcos I wanna close my eyes and don't read the lyrics, easier to concentrate on worshipping God)

3 people shared their testimonies - it's different from the way hogc do it. The pastor askes them questions then they answer, so they share in that way. Cool anyway. Then there was a dance and a skit item on pure water! Interestinggggg, and I got a copy of the Emerge 2006. Wow!

The First Miracle
John 2:1-11 (go read it yourself, I'm not gunna type it all up there, ahaaa)
God is real, He shows it through miracles.
God is in you! Christianity is a lifestyle, not just a religion. In the gosepl, John states that there are so many miracles performed by Jesus that even a book alone is not enough to list all. Even though we encounter perfection, we always pick to find flaws in it. In happiness, there always grief - we need Jesus and the Holy Spirit to fill us, so we can overflow [with joy]! You can never be satisfied by any but God only. God turns water into wine - He can change your life, He is the Saviour.
Have you invited God into your life? Don't take Him for granted and run to Him only in times of trouble.

You need someone who had experienced God's miracles to lead you to experience His miracles so they can lead you to His miracles.
Submit to your leader - be like the servant, even though he served Mary only, he served Jesus as well. (okay, my translating skills ain't that good, but yeahhhhh kinda' got the point dontcha)

So, photographs for y'all who have been dilligently reading the above chunk!

[LEFT] The projection thingy.
It's damn cool, it's made of glass/shiny thing!

[RIGHT] a view of the auditorium from my seat. (backseat, damn)
The chairs are pretty and red, but no tables. ): I miss the pretty lime green chairs...

[LEFT] the main entrance. I think.
[RIGHT] the foyer place. thing. :/

Okay I'm lazy to blog any more, I've been trying to blog for hours.
Anw I really gotta' stop procastinating and start exercising, tone up the flabbbbbb!

P.S. My internet's pms-ing, hence I'm appearing on &off line on MSN. Forgive me. (=

2006-12-02T00:22:00.000+08:00

Can you guys believe just how awesome my mummy is?!
-This- is what she got for me!
For you non-fashion interested people, it's a limited edition Dior Pretty Charms lipgloss.
The one on the left is how it looks like when it's closed, the one on the right is the lipgloss inside. (:
Pardon the poor quality of the picture, but you can probably guess it's not very cheap at all.

Anyway Spanish lesson today was okay.
Went Dante (cafe) to have lessons.
He's 26, and I don't know how I managed to crap so much with him can.
He's seriously full of rubbish mannnn, we crap through half the lesson! Hahahaha, and his name is damn retarded, it's Alejandre, but I just called him Ale, easier to remember. Haaaaah.

/I couldn't do anything to turn the frown into a smile,
I couldn't be there for her, because I'm just not good enough.

wtf.

2006-11-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

Suga Suga"
(feat. Frankie J)

So tight, so fly
You got me lifted, you got me lifted

[Frankie J.]
You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling
And ooh wee it's the ultimate feeling
You got me lifted feeling so gifted
Sugar how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?

[Baby Bash]
You know its leather when we ride
We're flinging rawhide
Doing what we do, watching screens getting high
Gurl you keep it so fly with you sweet hunnybuns
You was there when the money was gone
You'll be there when the money comes
Off top I can't lie I love to get blowed
You my lil'sugar, I'm yo little chulo
And every time we kick it it's off to the groovy
Treat you like my sticky ickey or my sweet oowy goowy (fa real though)

[Frankie J.]
You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling
And ooh wee it’s the ultimate feeling
You got me lifted feeling so gifted
Sugar how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?

[Baby Bash]
Now I ain't worried about a thang cause I just hit me a lick
I got a fat sack and a superfly chick
There ain't nothing you can say to a playa
Cause doowop, she fly like the planes in the air
That’s right she’s full grown setting the wrong tone
I'm digging the energy and I'm loving the o-zone
So fly like a dove so fly like a raven
Quick to politic with some fly conversation
In a natural mood then I'm a natural dude
And we some natural fools blowing out by the pool
She like my sexy-cool mama with blades on her berata
Rockin' Dolce Gabbana (Italian) with highdrows and a Cubana

[Frankie J.]
You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling
And ooh wee it’s the ultimate feeling
You got me lifted feeling so gifted
Sugar how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
[BRIDGE]
You know its leather when we ride
We're flinging rawhide
Doing what we do, watching screens getting high
Gurl you keep it so fly with you sweet hunnybuns
You was there when the money was gone
You’ll be there when the money comes

You know its leather when we ride
We're flinging rawhide
Doing what we do, watching screens getting high
Gurl you keep it so fly with you sweet hunnybuns
You was there when the money was gone
You’ll be there when the money comes (fa real though)

[Frankie J.]
You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling
And ooh wee it’s the ultimate feeling
You got me lifted feeling so gifted
Sugar how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?

So high like I'm a star
So high like I'm a star
So high like I'm a star
So high like I'm a star

-
Hahahah. Called Sherman just now, so funnaye.
I miss so many peeeeeeeople <3
If life is like a garden, they will be the sunflowers! I miss Xinjie man.
That silly girl with super ulu pandan food cravings at night. (x
I wanna eat prata, ben &jerry's, billy bombers, sakae sushi, gelare, pepper lunch, chomp chomp, satay, and milo dinosaur!

Anyways, because I'm so lame, I'm just going to blog about my schedule for the week.
Monday; nothinggggg
Tuesday; spanish 1330~1530, horse riding 1430~1730
Wednesday; nothingggg
Thursday; horse riding 1400~1500
Friday; spanish 1330~1530
Saturday; shoppingggg } tentative
Sunday; newlife church } tentative

2006-11-30T16:03:00.000+08:00

Horse riding was fun. =)
I love the horse, it's so veh cute, it's called Bambi! <3
It drools a lot, by the way. Pretty disgusting.
Anyway my limbs ache crap now, I'm tired, I so need a bath.
I'm going to get a good book and enjoy it in the bathtub. It's good having a bath tub during winter. :D

I miss a lot of people, and it has only been day two. How am I going to survive?
I'd cheer myself up with nougat chocolate and here's some photos of my ever cute cousin.
It's a boy, btw. My uncle wants to blackmail him in future.

"Who throws a shoe, honestly?! You fight like a woman."
I officially declare Austin Powers is really veh retarded.

Yay, thankyou Wilfred for the Batman tshirt! ;D
Hmmm, I'm wondering if Saturday or Sunday service has better attendance in New Life.
Interesting question to ponder.

P.S. Xinjie's blogskin is almost done! :D

2006-11-29T16:47:00.000+08:00

Hello, I'm back in Taiwan. (:
My first night was hell, because I miss a lot of people, and also because someone wrote rejection into my face, extricating me from her life. It kinda' suck, this isn't the first time I was that miserable, but this is the first time I felt I really couldn't do anything to salvage it.

-

The fortunate boys of E4, namely Ian Wilfred Nigel Moo, shared my last day in Singapore. (:
Went Far East in the early noon to check out some stuff, then met Wilfred and Nigel. Basically, me and Nigel accompanied Wilfred to go shopping, and this is the first time I've ever #1 Felt bored because somebody's cooped up in the fitting room laying eggs #2 Shopping with boys (I thought they don't shop, ahhhh, silly me) and well yeah. Wilfred took full advantage of my F3 card, rahhhh, but now I've got 100+ points, yay! :D

Then I can't really remember what we did exactly (after all, it has been TWO long days ago) I only remembered covering town from Somerset to Orchard, Orchard to Somerset. Then we bus-ed back to church for Usher Gathering, which ended an hour late, but the forfeit game was pretty funny. Hit Daryyl's shoulders! Lmao, inside joke.

After that went out with them three.
Ate at MOS burger. Bleh. I just ate the MOS bread, haha, retardness. Actually wanted Pepper Lunch. Oh well. After that, I decided I wanna emo on the bus so I bus-ed home.
Packed my bag; turned in early.

-

NEXT DAY
Woke up pretty early. Had Macs' Big Breakfast. Adri was supposed to come, but she gheytio and overslept. ): So. Took a car to Changi airport. Hahahah. I forgot to call Lilian to go look for her. I bought US Seventeen from Times to read later.

Thanks to all those who sent me a message wishing me happy holidays: Gabriel, Wendy Neo, Xinjie, Ian Lam, Kun Tat, (ex)best, Adriena, Sherman, Phyllis, Michelle Lim, Michelle Gwee, Shiya, Elizabeth, and Tess! ((:

I would want to say a BIGGGG thank you to SHIYA for accompanying me on the phone during my er, last hours in Singapore when I was like so lonely until I was almost stoning. ((: And of course CHUNG/JOYCE LEUNG for calling in!

-

THE PLANE RIDE!
There is a reason for allocating two whole paragraphs to the plane ride, because I've taken the flight so many thousand times that they have "cordially invited" me to their VIP Evergreen Lounge! (which I didn't go cos I don't have enough time)

Also, instead of Economy class, I took the Premium Laurel! (yes, a very tongue twisting name)
It was like vehveh cool okay. The seats were humongous, and very comfy indeed. There is this divider thing you can pull out for added privacy between you and your neighbour! The headset/earphones were handed over in classy leather bags, and there was soft sponge to protect your delicate ears from the ear phones. The television screen is big, with a wide variety of movies, including Devil Wears Prada (avail. only for long haul flights, damn) Pirates of the Caribbean 2, You me and Dupree, Superman Returns and My Super ex-Girlfriend.

There is also a small selection of games, including crosswords and the ever lovable Tetris. There are also variety shows: Just For Laughs Gags, Fashion File, some Diamond something singing show, news...
The best part of the whole thing is either the food or the chair. The chair can be twisted in various angles, and mine could almost totally flat for sleeping. The leg rest could extend and go up and down, and there are even buttons for "package" seat style: for takeoff/landing, relaxing or sleep. How very fascinating!

Service was awesome. The beautiful ladies even bend down to adjust my bag because it was lopsided! During meal time, they helped to unfold the table and put the table cloth there. :D Appetiser was apple juice, some chicken/mushroom dish, and garlic bread with butter. Main course was beef and Shanghai noodles, dessert being raspberry jelly and choice of coffee or tea. Undoubtly, I took tea. ^^

So basically I just read my magazine, wished wistfully I had a credit card (so I can make calls using the phone/remote controller thing) I played Tetris, watched POTC2, sneak peeked You me and Dupree and My Super ex-Girlfriend and realised they were rather boring, I didn't even notice that I was fast reaching Taiwan, yay!

So then the plane landed, the chaffeur fetched me to my mom's office, I ate bento (a rather impromptu dinner) and yeah. I made my discovery on the internet, and cursed its effieciency. It hurts so much to see it, I guess I better keep myself busy, because everytime there's an idle moment available, the devil seizes a chance to remind me how God took her away from me but I know, it's got nothing to do with that.

Anyway I've decided to attend New Life Church during my time in Taiwan.
I was considering City Transformation and City Revival as well but I decided on New Life because it's nearer and it's featured in Harvest Times! Lol.

-

TODAY
Okay, I think practically the whole world knows, I've dyed my hair JET BLACK!
Yessum, I went around announcing that on Friendster using testimonials. :P

I'm going to eat later with that Da Jie (some woman with excellent Western culinary skills and love for high-class alcohol), and I think I will bug my mama to get me something alcoholic to drown my sorrows. ):

TTFN!

2006-11-27T10:59:00.000+08:00

It's cruel, how the world works.
How a human life can be forgotten in a snap of finger, turn of papers.

-

SUNDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID!
Anyway the MyHeritage thing is really veh retarded.
Don't know *somebody* looks like Zhang Ziyi and Lindsay Lohan ah. XD

Youth service was alright. Imma dream BIG! :D
Went dinner with E4. Hahahaha. Poor Shiya was fasting, somemore me and Joyce happily ate in front of her. Awwww. ): Perservere, add oil, you can do it! 12midnight!

After that went back to church, I had my fan ho yun dong (aka foosball) then went town with the birthday boy David, Xinjie and Shiya. At first we were like, errrr, just wandering around la. Didn't know where to go! We ended up window shopping with poor David just lagging behind self-entertaining himself by, er, dreaming? Lol.

Somehow, we ended up in Taka! Food paradise. I got some donutttttts, damn nice! Xinjie and Shiya bought cheesesticks from BeardPapa. Hohohohoh.
Then later at Pull and Bear we met up with Wilfred and Jeremy. Hahahaha he's like so veh gay, don't tell him I said that, later he EMO. Okay lol that was lame.

We went Coffee Bean and sit there do nothing. Wow. By then Shiya and David left already. So I was happily munching my donut and Xinjie snapped some shots of Jeremy, go her blog see, it's veh retarded. Hahahahaha. We chatted rubbish, then whilst me and Xinjie entertained Jeremy Wilfred took his phone and deleted all his pictures. Jeremy is veh sad. ):

Then we went The Face Shop cos Xinjie wanna get her nail polish, my stupid dad called and wanted to talk to her, stupid boy! D: Rahhhhh. Then he heard Wilfred's voice and asked if I had boyfriend. -.- I thought I'd just kill him.

Went home, and there was a lot of drama at home la, then now my eyes veh swollen.
I love grrrrrrr clique plenty. (:

I love F4 clique too, but it's just that they don't love me.

2006-11-26T18:19:00.000+08:00

I did something so stupid.
I want to scream sorry, but I don't know what would I be apologising for.
I didn't realise it would affect me so bad until everyone was asking me what happened.
I'm sorry I can't say.
Just let me wallow in my mistake.

God told me that I still have Him,
and He told me to bless those that curse me.
So I pray for her, for them.

I guess I'm just not that precious to her as she is to me.
Friends, are my everything.

Clearly I'm not her something.
Yes, not even something.

2006-11-24T10:50:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOUTH CAMP! :D
What happened?

FIRSTDAY
I was late because I overslept. (I was sick okay!)
I reached GB then registered, then put my bag at Dorm #7. Anyway the point is actually I'm in Dorm #8 which I moved back later.
So we got into our teams; I was in Team #6! Crusaders! So there's Elaine, Annabel, Naomi and me as the girls, the rest of the people are guys. So many: Mattheus, Biondi, Kenneth, Nicholas, Alexter (mhmmmm, sorry I can't spell your name) and a couple more.

We made our flags, registered our team names, then it was free and easy. Bathed and got ready for service! It was just, awesome.

During ministry, it was the first time through all the minisitries I had attended that they put anointing oil. Pastor Lia's prayer was so powerful - the presence of God is so strong, I could just stand there worshipping to no end. God showed me a vision: I just couldn't stop crying. I hurt Him so bad, by leaving Him.

He welcomed me back with open arms. I couldn't be more grateful.

Went back to campsite, I turned in rather early.

SECONDDAY &&THIRDDAY

Second day, we were awoken at around 8 o'clock, a fairly reasonable time.
Then we were briefed about the official game of the day: The Amazing Race!
So we rushed around Singapore looking for things in the clues...
Like, chi nan from BreadTalk, Simon says blind or something, and quite a lot. We went to Sengkang first to get the bread, but it wasn't even done baking! Sian. So we took a picture proving we were in Sengkang. Hahahaha. Vanessa was on her way to school, so we suan bian ask her to take for us.
After that where did we go? I think we went Serangoon Gardens, where we took a rest, makan, and got our fishball and the mime video thingy.
Last station was Clarke if I ain't wrong to snap piccies of the obese bird and the dude who found Singapore. Then went baccccckkkk. Wah veh veh tired.

Anyway, highlight is the night service.
I was doing usher. So I could see the entire ministry, and yet I could still soak in the presence of God. I was just thinking of yesterday still. During the sharing when we were in our CGs, I just kept tearing.

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At night, we went back to the campsite and we split into our CGs for sharing and worship session. I was falling asleep throughout, due to the cough medicine I guess. After the sharing session, I went toilet to freshen up then *someone* splashed cold water from behind: I'm officially in the water bomb war! :D
I grabbed water bottles and just shot some random duck, chicken whale. I teamed up with the St. Nick's Girls: Gwen, Sihui and Crystal. Veh fun. We were like chasing people around in wet slippers.

Then it escalated into the Catholic High boys against the leaders and ushers: no prizes for guessing who the mastermind was. But I was with the St. Nick's girls making the water bombs until the GB uncle came and scolded us. Wahahaha. We bombed the entire basketball court until it was littered with plastic bags (water bomb).

After that I volunteered to scrub the basketball court together with Nicholas, until Jianming came and told us we've done enough, then I went off to the canteen and slept there with Fanglynn until the rest of the camp woke up. I was shivering in my wet clothes can.
So I went to shower and joined the rest. I was nodding off throughout.

I rushed off after the whole thing with intentions of going back home to sleep, but E3 wanna go eat Macdonald's so I went Kovan first and waited for them. Makan. Then train-ed home with Charmaine. ((:

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YESTERDAY
Cartel-ed with Fanglynn! I went back to church. Fanglynn went off la. Class BBQ.
I watched the dance.
Gabriel keep on saying I sound very niang. ): I veh veh sad. I'm not man any more! Aiyah. Why like thatttttt. The entire E4 was like saying me la. Sobsobs. LOL. Small fry.
Went Serangoon Gardens. with best and you-know-who.
Ate at Chomp Chomp and had prata.
Maybe I just shouldn't go out with them anymore, they just don't seem to acknowledge my presence and they're always talking amongst themselves.
I just don't belong anywhere.
No place where people would actually bother. utfwtfwtfwftftwftqafgakjgf.
Kns, later going out shopping with lao bei.

sigh.

[photograph courtesy of Eric Chen; event: Parachute Band]
Building my own altar to worship Jesus on;

2006-11-18T12:57:00.000+08:00

[Verse 1]
I'm bringing sexy back
Them other boys don't know how to act
I think your special whats behind your back
So turn around and I'll pick up the slack.

Take em' to the bridge

[Bridge]
Dirty babe
You see these shackles
Baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that no one makes me feel this way

Take em' to the chorus

[Chorus]
Come here girl
Go ahead, be gone with it
Come to the back
Go ahead, be gone with it
VIP
Go ahead, be gone with it
Drinks on me
Go ahead, be gone with it
Let me see what you’re working with
Go ahead, be gone with it
Look at those hips
Go ahead, be gone with it
You make me smile
Go ahead, be gone with it
Go ahead child
Go ahead, be gone with it
And get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it

Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
[Repeat 6 times]

Get your sexy on

[Verse 2]
I'm bringing sexy back
Them other fuckers don't know how to act
Come let me make up for the things you lack
Cause your burning up I gotta get it fast

Take em' to the bridge

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
I'm bringing sexy back
You mother fuckers watch how I attack
If that's your girl you better watch your back
Cause she'll burn it up for me and that's a fact

Take em' to the chorus

[Chorus]

Justin Timberlake - Sexyback
FUTURESEX/LOVESOUNDS

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I couldn't get out of the freaking house so I missed another SOW, I'm so screwed okayyyy.
She came back at like 1130, that stupidfart! D:
Lucky I have a pretty solid foundation in percussions, otherwise I'd probably lag behind nuts.

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On another note, I'm in love with Death Note manga once again.
Hahahaha. I wanna buy Five People You Meet in Heaven.
I've read it, it's so beautiful that it made me tear. ;)
I thank God for my eyes, they bring me so much joy!

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Xcel.

2006-11-17T17:41:00.000+08:00

Okay you coconuts my eyes hurt crap la.
And Zhi Xiang wants the whole world to know that his O'level finish la. What the. =.=
Are you happy now I let you have this teeny weeny paragraph in my blog about you?!

And a word from the "star" of the day:
IT IS FINISHED!!! WHOO!! RAHHS!!! RAHHS!!! NO MORE O'S!!! RAHHS! AM HOT AM HOT! HOT SIZZLES~~!~!!!
HOT SAUCE ROCKS! RIGHT IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pz.out~
xiang!

And another word from the person blogging beside me who insists on blogging this:
YANGYI IS JUST SO HOTTT AND HANDSOME:) DONT YOU AGREE? HAHAHAHAHA.

Talk about egos. o.o;
Now what did I do? Hmmmm I forgot. Let's start with Wednesday.
Didn't do much, but hung around church. After doing whatever I'm supposed to do in the auditorium, went to makan with Eric and Tess if I'm not wrong. I'm a very disoriented kid. :/

I love Thursday!
Cos I went to watch STEP UP with my darlingggggg green lover/water cooler! ((:
It's like damn nice la. And that Tess is giggling away at the male lead. *hinttttttt
LOL. I saw Joanne and Steph and even Sam Foo with her classmates la. Hahahaha. Then I saw Michelle Judith and Sylvia and Plaza Singapura. I see people I know everywhere lol.
Me and Tess had honey glazed chicken leggggg and honey lemon! (lol honey day) After that we rushed back to church for fashion ministry meeting. It's like damn long.
FOUR HOURS I thought I've died.
After that went Ben and Jerry's (Hi Jamie!) with Xinjie! Wahahaha had mix-n-match and apple crumble, yummies!
Actually wanted to satisfy our craving for salty food after that but Shilin closed already. ):
So we trained home.

Today
We had CG meeting. (:
I was late la, I reached on the dot.
I kinda' overslept, I showered damn fast then chionged to church. Gheytio. Wahahaha.
After that I ate to my fill and rushed down to Takashimaya to find Noeldickson and Dale.
After Art Friend we headed back to church then yeah, that's about all for now. ^^

Yes Alton, I have to learnt to use it~~~

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I'm the voice that's frozen into silence.

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EDITED/
Went Meridien for dinner with the E4 people.
Joyce just said my fingers look like monster. ): I very sad. Lol.
I love salmon bento. Zhi Xiang is beside me now on the guitar with Roslyn and Guo Chuan.
Wahahahaha I owned Wilfred and his friend on foosball, two-vs-one, score 10-1.
:D
Also, Guo Chuan is sad because I threw his fluffy across the table. ):
Awwwww.

2006-11-15T13:35:00.004+08:00

Nothing very fascinating happened yesterday that I could remember. :/
I'd just summarise it with one word: church.
Easy as it does. :D Oh wait, something fascinating did happen.

Fashion Meeting
We went town. Walked there. And I made a new friend: Tess! :D
Hahahaha my green water cooler! Lololololol. We've got a long story behind that.
Anyway we crapped a lot la! Crap all the way from Dhoby Ghaut to Orchard then from Orchard back to Dhoby Ghaut again! Soz we went back to church and waited for Eric Chen Rong Rui (whose cheena name I mistakenly heard as nong li as in nong li xing nian that nong li lol) then we train-ed home. So yeah.

Hope today would be more exciting. :D

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I'm the heart that learnt to beat just as it broke.

2006-11-14T12:28:00.000+08:00

Mondayyyyyyy.
Today's Tuesday and yesterday is Monday!
Met best at Hougang cos I needed to satisfy my craving for honey glazed chicken leg. (sinfully fattening, by the way) Bus-ed to Gardens and slacked at Macs, then I went Yishun (basketball) and best went home!

I took the stupid 169 and it turned to a very queer place, I got lost, walked around like an idiot for like, half an hour, then I topang bus ride to the basketball court. Aiyah. After watching people play basketball we went Macs, then cabbed home with Jiahong and friend! :D

I loveeeeeeee God, people and life.

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Black paint sucksssss.

2006-11-13T12:26:00.000+08:00

Saturday.
Usher was funnnnn with Jianming leading! More exciting than the last duty, but it was enjoyable all the same. I did more things than the last duty la. Then I was stationed at the glass door again; with Brandon, who kept singing non-stop. Aiyah. Then got this Caucasian came up to complain about the noise cos he was 'conducting a very important class for his FTMS students' and he doesn't wish to be disturbed. Oh well.

Than it was raining, we being nice people, went to the MRT to shelter people ova' here. (:
Usher's so exciting, shame that we don't have any more duties left until next year I guess.

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Sunday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEST! :D
I went to Ah Keow at Hougang there dressed sloppily in a Manchester United top (kindly sponsored by Nike and my mummyyyy), Brooks side rise shorts and Roxy slippers; I bleached my hair, so I'm officially a kim moh now. Happy now, Wilfred? xD

Sozzzzz after that I went to church and right after service, I've got plenty of, um, violent responses, ranging from:
"Imaaaaaaaaai what did you do to your hair?!" to:
"IMAI OMG WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR HAIR!"

... I'm not exaggerating, I swear. ^^
Then I've got a delightful handful of people telling me it looks nice despite the black roots and dry-ness of my hair (it's like dried grass la) and yeah, I don't know if I like my hair. Kind of miss my black hair though. :< style="font-weight: bold;"> fearrrrrr.

So after receiving all the violent objections and mad approval of my new hair colour, I went off to Marina Square with best and Cherly! They ate porridge whilst I stoned. Ahahahaha. Sucks to be broke la.

Then we somehow got cravings for prata so we went Gardens. Went Coffee Bean to find Qiaoling then realised she's not working today la! Aiyah. So we go RK sit down, they ate thosai and I ate prata then Sauyan and best's poly friend came. Hahahhaa. We helped to finish up bestie's birthday cake. (which is a lot) Then we go playground play! Muahahahhaa.

I feel my deprived childhood being satisfied by them. (: I love F4 CLIQUE! but I love my other clique too! :D They are all wonderfully, lovable morons who make me laugh until I got six-pack. Wahahahahaha.

So that's all for the beautiful yesterdays!

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I race without a finish line.

2006-11-10T20:34:00.000+08:00

I hereby declare, these things piss me off: majorly.
Don't say you haven't been warned!

1 Taking unflattering photos of me
I will not hesistate to cuss my ass off if you ever do that to me.
I shall repeat for the last time that taking photos of me without my knowledge is just plain creepy and stalker-ish, and I'm not exactly a cam lovin' moron, so don't try to snap pictures of me.

2 Shooting me to no end
You can shoot me and suan me, fine, but when it gets persistent and I have told you F****KING STOP IT and you lsadfladjg-ing want to carry on I will serious blow my top.
When I say stop it, and I'm not smiling, I mean shit okay. Wth.

That's about all for what pisses me off... for now.
Yeah.

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CG meeting was alright. The game was retardedly funny.
Jolie's an awesome gamemaster. Gabriel is awesome on the guitar! Welcome new zone mate. :]
Aren't you honoured I mentioned you in my blog?! I mean like hello. And don't remind me that I can't watch NC-16 movies yet laaaaaaaaaa. :x

After that caught Material Girls with Felicia! Both of us were having footwear difficulties, lol. Aiyah. What to do. New shoes what. It rained crapheavy, then nice nice Dil popped over to get us umbrellas, but by then rain stop already. Wth. But thanks anyway! ((:

So Fel went back to church for meeting and I popped over to Far East to get my hair dye. I'mma be a blonde soon! :>

And shit I'm having a fucking headache, it hurts shit okay.

2006-11-10T11:34:00.000+08:00

Don't be another disappointment.

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Gunnahave CG meeting later. I don't see any E3 people around now in church. Meh.
There's Gabriel there playing his guitar and I think that's about all. Talk about punctuality.

Blog laterrrrr Adri and Jolie's here.

2006-11-08T11:16:00.000+08:00

EDITED!/

Hello world. Lol. I just felt like saying that la.
Today was a pretty uh, enriching day I guess.
Stoned a lot, and as usual owned a couple of people at foosball, then yeah.
Concerto D'Amore is a beautiful piece, but it's like super emo okay.
Met Xinjie at Dhoby to buy BK for Ongah then we went Pepper Lunch Express at Dhoby Exchange for lunch. Headed back to church. After that we went to eat Sakae to satisfy Xinjie's craving for sushi. Wahahah.

I headed down to town to get my usher stuff. Came back and well, it's a pretty boring day actually, not at all that enriching. Except for orchestra ministry. It was a interesting experience being with a different conductor. Anyway Madam Alya scolded me for ponning band for like almost half a year la. Ouch. But it's dipshit boring, but when the new conductor guy is there I might just pop down, heard he's a mightily decent guy. Dunno.

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Mhm. Don't know why am I online so early.
Like 12plus and I'm still at home?! Miracle.
Think I'd blog again later.
I think I'm a blogaholic, never blog will die.

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Platinum blonde hairrrrrrrr! <3
Can't wait for it!

2006-11-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

I don't know why, but when I saw this on PostSecrets I just kind of understood how he/she felt.

I remember when I was pretty young and I borrowed my dad's laptop for some paperwork, I saw some rather disturbing images in the laptop. I just remember being shocked upon the knowledge that my dad watches porn.

It was like, that stupid wallpaper just killed my innocence. I felt, in just that moment. That instant, my dad's image crumbled. Now, it's worse than ever. I just remember how everytime I saw my father after that, I was constantly visualising him, bending over the monitor screen, eyes wide, savouring the images I never learnt the joy of.

And that was the beginning of my disgust for males. Anyway I've obviously gotten over it now, but that's another story to tell.

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Blogs can be so powerful.
They can reveal so many things: your character, your personality, the lifestyle you lead.

I was just reading ____'s blog, I felt so much pain for her.
How she had her heart so ruthlessly broken. It's like watching a reflection. I could almost see myself: like what someone had told me before, you will only understand how that person feels by getting into his/her shoes and walk around.

I remember the time when I was so foolish, I just gave my heart to everyone, only to had them broken, shattered, snitching away my life. Their words choke me, sharp, carving wounds so deep that I thought they would never heal.

Those I thought loved me left me, saying words I never thought they would say. Doing things I've never imagined they would do. I remember how he used to captivate me. When we split, he said so many hurtful things. He destroyed my self-esteem, he totally crushed me flat. I remember when we split, she made me feel like a total lyingschemingbitchslut woman.

Five people came and went, I emerged barely alive, writhing in the pain of those memories. Though I hadn't put my heart into some of them, we still said things that hurt each other badly, we still left with grudges that weren't needed.

This is a forwarded message from Macus, but it really hit the bull's eye.

Like birds, let us leave behind what we don't need to carry-
Grudges, sadness, pain, fear and regrets.
Fly light!
Life is beautiful. Smile. (:

Sometimes, I wish it was so easy to do it.
It was easy, when Jesus came into my life. I don't know how to explain it: someone you can't really see or touch, but you can have a relationship with. He's just so amazing, and I'm just falling in love with Him all over again.

I remember how He just healed my wounds. It's so amazing, I just can't put it into words, but those who had experienced His love would know. I want ____ to know His love. I see her hurt so badly, I would just think of it and sometimes cry.

Yet somedays I wonder, why did I cry for. Maybe I'm just too emotional, seeing someone create a mess in their lives like how I once did, before stepping into the destiny God had planned for me. This sucks man.

Joy was not a word that seemed faraway any more.

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I think I'm falling for You, all over again.

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It sucks to see someone's life in a mess because she wasn't following God's destiny.
It's my fault that she fell away from God, now I will clean up the mess I created.
Come back to God; walk in His destiny, come back to His grace, bestie.

2006-11-07T17:26:00.000+08:00

Conference Marathon!
Participants: Ian Lam, Wilfred, Sherman, Furong.

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Dental with bestie at SGH. Hahah her dad's funny.
Met Charmaine at Cine. They watched Flushed Away.
After that, someone showed me face. wtf I went home and slept.
What an ugly twist of events.

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Firstly, a word from two morons:
hahahahahahahahah nigel rocks more than IMAI AND WILFRED
wilfred !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I slept so much. I feel like a freaking pig.
Then I got dressed, grumbled about an aching neck and went to eat Sakae!
With Wendy and Garrett. Thank you Garrett! (: I think my point of view just hit something new. Yeahhhh!

Gotta get that pair of black jeans for usher this Saturday man.
Aiyah. Then don't know if I'd have enough money to get bestie's present. Someone's birthday coming this week ah! And the same someone is the one who brought the ugly twist.

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I want my Julia Grace music!
Also: WILFRED I FOUND YOUR TAGBOARD.
Bwahahahahaha

2006-11-05T15:07:00.000+08:00

PARACHUTE BAND WAS A TOTAL BLAST!
I'm in love with Julia Grace's songssssss. And that rapper is cool!
Parachute Band so gotta' come again, goodness me! (x

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Saturday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHU HUI!
wahahaha.
I lost my drumsticks. ): Had to borrow from Hui Qi la.
Michelle and Nicole Yao are in Aussie. ): I miss both of them! Nobody SOW with me already. NICOLE AH! Hurry up come back la.
Su Yi cut her hair! Wow.
After SOW went to find best. Then Cheong Jing accompanied me for a while before returning back to church.
Halfway through she went home la. Pig. Long story. So I got what I needed then I popped back to church.
Then there was this E-zone thing going on in the Art Gallery.
Amused myself playing with them then I saw Sheryl Yeo! Waaaaah.

After that had dinner with E4! Didn't eat though because 1. I'm full 2. I'm broke.
Qi Wei took unglam photos of me la! In best's words: MALU DIE ME. Bwaha.
At Park Mall we had dinnerrrrr! A lot of HOGC people. Wahahaha. Said hi everywhere la.
Then went back to church. Foosball-ed with Hong Hwee and we were happily owning the teams out there.
After that went home with Furong and Qi Wei.

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Sherman, I symphatise you for your plight.
I know why you so kana freaked out now. Wahahaha.
Wilfred aka beng beng, I can't find your stupid tagboard. I clicked all over but I can't find la.

For your information, my tagboard is right under my wishlist. So yeah.

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Newfound friends!

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Beautiful one You are
I adore

2006-11-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

Okay, so it's just a stupid headache.
Ate panadol, felt a little better.

Didn't do much during orchestra.
I popped off to town with Michelle Yao, Fanglynn and Elizabeth. (:
Went Far East. After that Wheelock Place to get Yao's iPod earphones.
Then went back to church.

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My eyes are super dry.
Think my contact lenses over-due. :/ Can't really remember when I got it.

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Three things about FL I said I wanted to blog about:

- There was this tree near Hyatt Hotel and it has some yellow leaves on it.
Me: What's that yellow leafy thing on the tree?
FL: Hmmmm (deep thought) Mangoes?

- At Wheelock Place, after Apple Centre.
FL: (walking towards upriding escalator)
Me: Where're you going?
FL: Down lor? (unknowingly pointed at the upriding escalator)

- At L.O.V.E (near Fish and Co.)
(camera flash)
FL: EEEEIEEEE!
Me: ?
FL: Lightning la! You not scared ah.
Me and Michelle Yao: CAMERA FLASH LA!

See? Even Ming Han agrees with me. (:
Wahahahahahahhaahhaha.

Gabriel: FL, why like that?
Me and FL: Cos' not like MOM!

And a word from FL, our subject of the day:
Okkhi FL here! I digress about the part about me bring stupid cuz im like too cute for ya haha

The next stupid thing FL did:
She almost took my phone.

...Sigh.
That's Chan Fang Lynn for you. ^^

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Shout to God in Heaven!
Parachute Band tomorrow. (:

2006-11-02T15:19:00.000+08:00

Okay I feel like crap la.
Just now I was taking train to Dhoby Ghaut.
Then omg I was reading Dan Brown's Digital Fortress then I got so absorbed in it that I overshot my stop and I had to get off at Clarke.

Wahahahahaha.
I'm becoming a regular bookworm.
I slept at four last night and woke up at twelve with aching shoulders and neck.
Feeling very lethargic.
I'm definitely not ready for my long day today: fashion ministry and orchestra all in one day and one after another.
Gosh.

Adri's in Thailand.
Happy holidaying. (:

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I'm in total stoning mood today.
Don't feel like playing foosball but I shall force myself to.
Maybe I'd cheer up.

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Now is the time to harvest.

2006-11-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

Sorry bestie. ):
PMS la.

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Met bestie at 2pm at Orchard.
Gosh aren't we ever sick of that place.
Hung around.
Saw Hui Qi and Hui Ying.
Takashimaya is the ultimate temptation for people on diet. Don't ever go there if you're on a diet!
So much food.
Bumped into Kian Leng at Yoshinoya.

Then somehow we ended up at Vivo City.
Wah lau their air-con don't need money one. Blast like crazy, I'm freezing.

At Coffee's Company I met Mrs Meena and Miss Joyce Yeo.
Then I also bumped into Kimberly and Huiyan then later at Toys'r'us I bumped into daughter Xinhui!

I did a lot of bumping.
Then anyways, went to town.
Met Sauyan and Elizabeth.
When we're going home we bumped into a very confused looking Chris Foo.
What a bumpy day.

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I don't want to turn into a hypocrite.

2006-10-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

She just wouldn't talk.
She says nothing, nothing, nothing, I'm just tired of trying to squeeze things out of her.
Forget it.

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BEST IS SICK! ):
TAKE CARE! (idiots don't fall sick, but I guess morons do fall sick. :/ Whateverrrr)

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I woke up pretty tardy today.
Decided not to go for the Lights Out thing, purely because I didn't have the mood to.
No, it's not related to last night.
I could barely swallow my nasi lemak. I just ate the chicken and left it there.
I'm sorry for wasting food and yes I did think of the poor African children but I just couldn't pick up the spoon to eat it.

After persuasion from Charmaine, I popped over to have lunch with her.
We had Sakae. Wahaha and we flow man. White shorts!
Then went QQ to buy food for Sab.
Popped back to church and since I have nothing to do until 630 I watched them dance and entertain themselves. I found myself surprisingly amused. (:
I finished up To Kill a Mockingbird. I took one day to that. I just spend the whole of last night reading it.

So slacked around church.
I couldn't believe how unproductive I was.
Think I shall just read the book all over again to entertain myself.
Tomorrow is going to be yet another boring day until orchestra practice.
As the days draw dry, I feel like just flopping on my bed and sharing a private moment with myself.

Gosh I'm turning emo.

-

On a happier note:

Cui, You should know that. says:
you won't be replaced ok?

These are the days when I feel loved. (: Besides by God, that is.
I LOVE BESTIE(: [yes, even though you piss me off 99.8% of the time]

-
I will read my Bible and pray
I will follow You all day

-

I seriously don't know what's wrong.

2006-10-31T11:34:00.000+08:00

On Sunday, two morons (namely best and Cherly) were so excited to go Chinatown.
Wthhhhh. But here's the full story.
After service, went Marina Square to makan la. Best complained that I always eat the same dish (hahah salmon bento set!) then anyway we ate. After it me and Cherly were mixing up all the food to create our own dish wahahahha. Looks disgustingly nice by the way.

After that went to Esplanade. Then I got so emo there can wth. I was supposed to be emo at VivoCity only! Bwahaha. Anyway so I was having ahem la so obviously I get emo quick. So then Cherly and best started talking about Sauyan (my poor child! wahahha nonsense) then started talking about tu-tu kueh. Then they decided to go Chinatown to buy!

So we bus-ed to Dhoby Ghaut to catch the shuttle bus. Took so long to came la. Ghey tio. Then at Chinatown they asked around for the tu-tu kueh stall then the uncle say 'HUH? kueh tu-tu is it?' Yeah la whatever. Then anyways we went inside the mall and this is what happened:

Cherly: Is it tu-tu kueh?
Cui: I think it is tu-tu kueh?
Cherly: I think it's tu-tu kueh too!
Both: IT IS TU-TU KUEH! (excited tone) (runs towards the stall)
Me: Oi, I go toilet ah.
Cherly: wahahhaha (excitement) okay okay go go.
Me: .... o.o

I will never forget the day two morons got so excited over tu-tu kueh. Never see before ah. What the. So they happily bought it, I stood there at the stall, quite fascinated by the process. Maybe I will make tu-tu kuehs someday. But not stand there 24/7 making the same thing over and over again. So boring. Phoooooey.

Then we took MRT and bus-ed. Walked to Sauyan's house! Passed the tu-tu kueh to her maid. Then when we were walking back half-way Sauyan came out and went 'OI!' then all of us turned back and started laughing. So we went inside her house, stupid best's socks super slippery, I keep laughing at her.

Cherly and best keep on bullying Sauyan. ): I have to protect her can! Like lao ying zhua xiao ji like that, both of them are the eagles, I'm the mother hen and Sauyan's the baby chick wahahha. Then best keep slipping on the floor. Her socks la.

After about one hour of fooling around, we went home. Both of them rich mamas cabbed home, poor me took a bus.

-

Monday.
Ho-ho. I have A LOT to say about today.
Went to Heeren. Was waiting for the two pigs and one nice girl (MINMIN!) then I saw Brandon. Then Alden, Marcus and Brandon were nice people cos' they accompanied me to wait for the two pigs and one nice girl! Bwahahha. Saw Cherly at the wanton noodle cafe then I return Brandon his chemistry text. Sat there, then best and Minmin came. Finally. Aiyah. Anyways me and Min flow! Similar striped shirt. Bwahaha.
Since they were pretty bored at Heeren, we went over to Taka to makan. Point to take note: I treated best to another peppermint brownie.
Then the three of them wanted to find jobs. So we went almost all over town to find. We ended up at Paragon's Toys'r'us and we fooled around. I got so fascinated by the clipper thing can. We chased each other around Toys'r'us. Talk about deprived childhood.

Then we hopped over to Cine for Pastamania. Point number two to take note: I treated best to pasta cos' she was looking pretty down. We ate until we were stuffed, Cherly was about to puke, and Min super sick of the disgusting garlic bread pizza. (Salty as hell, ew)

Then we went Marina Square toilet. Best fell asleep. Pigggg. Then me and Min were wondering they lay finish eggs already or not. Took so long.

After dinner we went Clarke. The C-something guy's bridge. Sat there. Me and Min chit-chatted whilst the two morons went emoooooo. Before getting emo they were like trying to wave and say 'hi' to all the tourists in the boats. Then Min was describing to me how she would whine when she cry then she went RAHHHHHHH then the emo kias started laughing.

Then we went inside Fullerton Hotel and sat around acting like we're guests. Act tai-tai la. Wahahaha.

-

So it's my turn to rant.
I can't believe what attitude she was showing me.
Don't talk to me for the whole afternoon, fine.
Don't want to stand next to me, fine.
You just don't fucking show me attitude okay.
After I did so much for you, all you did was to speak to me in the tone I despised, to say words that cut like daggers. I was glad the Christian values I had been taught were still in me: 'bless the one that curses you.'
I went home and plugged in some emo music and cried to my heart's content.
Cried wondering what has gone wrong.
Tired, I changed to Praise and Worship. I sang, and talked to God, prayed that she would be alright, prayed that she would come back to You, to fulfil the destiny You have planned for her, because she's going astray.
I cried, endlessly apologising, because I was the one who led her astray. I was still on track, but she was going off.
He forgave me, He told me it was alright, He told me to bring her back to Him.
I wiped away the last tear, and whittled away the night with chocolate and a book: To Kill a Mockingbird. I stared wistfully at my phone, when if it was the old her, she would've messaged to say sorry. But my phone was silent.

I don't want her to be my next disappointment. I don't want to watch another one fall.

-

Okay that felt better.
Our God is awesome! He loves us so much. (:

-

Oh, I almost forgot about this.
Last night, I was attacked by a devil.
I could remember I was asleep, then something was pressing down on me: I could almost hear wind at my ears, then the devil just pressed on me, hard. The devil felt very solid, not soft or rubbery. I could see his face, thin, gaunt, angular and almost yellowish, with slit for eyes and jagged mouth. I couldn't move nor speak, because he held my mouth open but did not allow it to move, and weighed down my hands. I prayed hard: Lord save me, Lord save me! He went away.

I woke up, feeling the stiffness of my jaw. It was no dream or nightmare I can slip out. I was scared stiff, but the Lord came to my aid. He keeps to His promises: He will never forsake me, and He did not at this time. I was grateful. In thanksgiving, I plugged in a CD and sang.

... then goodness know when, I fell asleep in the comfort of His presence.

-

He will never forsake us;
and I testify to say it's true.
With a heart of thanksgiving, I come to You.

2006-10-29T17:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was SATURDAY!
Notably, my first USHER DUTY!
It wasn't as hard as I thought it'd be.

Us new crew arranged the chairs in the auditorium, taking a whole hour. o.o
Ala. I was stationed at the glass door with Wen Qi and we greeted people who came in!
"Welcome to Heart of God Church, this way please!" ((:
After that we were called back into the auditorium.
After worship I passed out the offering envelopes! Yay.
Then we actually attended service.
When the praise song started at the end of service, me and Wen Qi went back to the glass door.
"Thank you for coming, see you again next week!"
Then after that debrief, then end!

Went to meet BEST. Then makan with E3 at Park Mall.
CJ's super high can, and when she laughs she has no backbone!
Like jellyfish like that.
Then she laugh and laugh then sway to Sylvia then Xinyi then even ACROSS Xinyi and landed on me.
Funny like funfair siaaaa.

Went to new Cathay to meet Cherly and Michelle
Being with them is really fun! :D
Then we went to this place with purrrrrple lights, near some Irish pub.
After that train-ed home.

-

Today.
I woke up super late. Like 1230.
I wasn't feeling very well, somehow. Brunch-ed chicken rice.
Had this headache kind of thing. I think I overslept, that's why. My neck hurts too - gotta' get a new pillow that doesn't kill it.
I didn't know Dawn was coming, so I was thinking of coming later. Cos' I'm lazy.
But she came! Aiyah. But even if I rush I can't meet her cos' service would've started already. So after service la.
Anyway after eating I put the rubber on my braces. Painful like crap, they are adding onto the headache la. Ffffffff.
So now I feel like crap.

RAWRRR!

Gonna dinner with the rest later!

2006-10-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

Didn't go for the last day of school.
Betcha' my aunt is going to fry me, but never mind.

-

Went Ngee Ann Poly to fetch BESTIE. (:
Sat outside Cheers drinking my oolong tea. I'm madddd.
Then bus-ed to town.
First went to Far East Plaza then bestie wanted to eat Yoshinoya so we walked all the way to Cine in which we went up to level nine. (hence the tag, lmao.)
Then in the end we went back to square one at Far East Plaza and so we jalan around.
BESTIE is like a total cow. She eats every three hours luh. You cow ah. Grazing diet. HAHAHAH. Okay that was lame like wheelchair.
Then somehow we ended up in Vivo City (yet again, my fourth time), then I got my MAC eyeliner (like finalllllyyyy). And that dress I wanted from Forever21 was gone. ):
Oh well.

-

BESTIE(: smileeeeeeee. I still love you!
You and your BEST DENKI. Rubbbbbbish.

-

DEBBIE IS SO FUNNY CAN. FUNNY LIKE FUNFAIR!
(big enough? :D)
Hahahahaha she learnt many quotes from me! Oh wow.
Funny like funfair and lame like wheelchair!
The BOOK OF LAME QUOTES: BY IMAI SUPPORTED BY DEBBIE!
approved by MOE, best-seller and the HEALTHIEST CHOICE! Gotta buy it todaaaayyyy!
THIRD FLOOR LOCKER FRIEND is funny like funfair. :D Oh WOW!

:D:D

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This is something random for the LAST DAY of school!

5 people you last talked to:
1 Cuiting
2 Debbie
3 Damien
4 Kitty
5 Adriena

5 things you regretted doing:
1 I did something real bad 20 minutes ago
2 Losing my temper again and again
3 Neglecting to read the Bible
4 Not planning my budget properly
5 Forgetting to hand in my report book therefore I will get my marks much later

5 people you'll treasure:
1 Cuiting
2 Michelle Lim
3 Cherly
4 Michelle Yao
5 ______ ((:

5 things you think are stupid:
1 Lying to your best friend saying that the reason you refused to talk to her was because you ae concerned for her health/social life/studies/etc rubbishy reasons
2 Arguing over a mutual friend's good/bad points
3 Denying having spread rumours when you actually did, in very obvious manners (with witnesses and such)
4 Putting people down so you will feel better
5 Trying to get into the good graces of 'popular' people in desperation that some of their popularity will rub off you

5 type of people you hate:
1 Those who do anything just for attention. eg; lie/flirt/backstab/spread rumours/etc
2 People who endlessly calls themselves fat in hope of people persuading them they're skinny. Physically insecure idiots, in other words. (either that or they are skinny as toothpicks and they whine about thunder thighs. Shut up!)
3 People who do anything just to be popular. eg; hang out with popular kids/suck up/etc
4 People who pretends to be nice to you so it doesn't damage their 'good' reputation
5 People who use sweet words to get into your good books. Pretty annoying.

5 things you're going to do later:
1 Sleep and snore my ass off. I've got dental at 11am in the morning!
2 Talk to people on MSN. (Note: Peak hour)
3 Eat something really fattening
4 Admire my new MAC eyeliner
5 Make a list of items I want for Christmas

That's all for the day.
:D
I love blogging. (cos I love talking about myself.)
EGO ME!
bye world, have a nice day.

-

Take all of me, Jesus.
For all of You.

2006-10-25T16:33:00.000+08:00

I kind of like this picture. (:

Sweetly melancholic, the red bag grabbing attention in the midst of greys and blacks and whites.

She peers over the tracks, hoping for a glimpse of the railway train which would deliver her to a faraway land, away from the monstrous place she dwells.

Kind of like how life was in the past.

I was always looking over the tracks, waiting to catch the train to leave the place I was at, but the train I was waiting for never came.

Until, 2nd of July, when I caught the train to Christianity! :D

I left my past behind, the place I dwelled for so long but hated, into a new life I loved. <3

Christianity was the BESTEST choice I've ever made in my life. Thank you Jesus! :D

I woke up today at 1130. Still pretty sleepy.

Su Yi is beside me now! :D And she's funny like funfair. Eat her Chupa Chups until it looks like a water melon. o.o Adriena just bopped my hair. Poor hair. ):

So now I'm at church.

Usher and fashion later!

I love BESTIE loads. (: Even though she pisses me off 99.8% of the time.

Come to Him in thanksgiving.

2006-10-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

It ended quietly.
No tears, no fights.
Admist the noise of arcade games, clacking keyboards and clicking mouses.
Under the neon lights, I clutched a throbbing heart, and bravely delivered my request.
I was met with a sorrowful glance, emotions barely contained behind panes of glass.
'Oh. Okay.' The short answer disguised the disappointment, the silence that will never speak again.
I walked away, rising emotions tumbling like waves, crashing before my eyes.
Triumph, stringing a note of grief, we left.

Thank you bestie and Cherly. (:

-

Most recently: OPM.
For those who don't know, Overnight Prayer Meeting.
It's awesome: I fed my spiritual man, starved my flesh.
Crucify my flesh now, so my inner man grows strong and flourishes.
I made it out, barely alive, but energetic, though physically weighed down, aching muscles.
The night experience was supernatural.
I've never spoken in tongues for such a long period, prayed for so long, worshipped Him well for so long.
I felt my stagnant spiritual life move up to a whole new level: I'm starting to fall in love with Him all over again.

I'm in a very shaky period.
I'm like connected to God, then disconnected, connected again, disconnected again.
I don't know why I'm stumbling so badly all of a sudden.

-

The devil dangles sin before my eyes, tantalising me.
It gives me a taste of it; the faint note of pleasure lingering.
I was so tempted to pounce upon sin, and violently indulging in it till no end.
But I turn my face away, grinding my teeth, painfully resisting.

-

Today: church was rented out.
City Harvest's Halloween Carnival.
Aching shoulders and necks.
I did something stupid.
I ate free food. (: the nice people gave me knowing that I don't have coupons.
Hahha. Thank you!

-

Shermaine, me, Eric and Wei Tze.
Gelare + Vivo City @last week

Xinjie, Wei Tze, and me.

Check out the halo above his head.
That's what we call 'flash'.

-

Random fact of the day: I-Mai is nice.
Evidence:
((ZONE-D))*[Hotsauce Torres]] † |chs 65| he's under my feet satan's under my feet ! [legend PIG] lovehoopslovebass. says:
imai so nice!

-

Jesus.
You are amazing.

2006-10-21T13:02:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry that I doubted You before.
I've hurt You so badly, yet You welcome me back into Your arms, forgiving me.
I love You so much, I thank You for saving me.
Jesus, take me now I am YOURS.

-

Had my first S.O.W lesson. ^^
Drums! Jackson and Li Xing are our instructors.
First lesson is just kind of like orientation. Got to know a few people, and one funny thing is that I keep on bumping into Dominic. Hahah. Funny like funfair. Nicole is the youngest there. :> Heeeeee.

I've learnt new things as well luh, like about drums, what kind to buy and all.
The alphabets... I can't wait until they get started so I can learn something I have not.
Cos' I've already got some basics, but mine is classical drumming, so I'd take a little bit of time to switch to rock drumming. (:

My mood was okay, pretty happy, Jackson and Li Xing are funny like funfair people.

-

Sometimes, I know I'm doing what's wrong.
But I just couldn't resist doing it. I just want to keep doing it.
I know it's foolish, but I can't pull myself away from it.
I feel I'm letting down the leaders, I desperately want to pull away from it, but I just cling to it.
But I don't think I'm progressing anywhere further anyway.
Lord, I need Your strength.

-

Amazing.

2006-10-20T17:52:00.000+08:00

I went Vivo City for the third time in the row for three days, lmao.
Jolie, Michelle Lim and Samantha! ^^

'Twas fun as always. I think the view from the balcony thing is like super nice.

I bought a cardigan thing from Forever21. I'm falling in love with it!
I found a foosball table at Adidas! I guess you can tell how excited I was when I saw it, until I realised it was ... uh. Let's just say I prefer church's foosball table luh okay! XD

I laughed a lot as we hung around, I know we did somethings that are like super funny. Self-entertain luh, as usual, what to do.

Today.

Overslept like... dots luh. Woke up at 1130. Same as Jolie! Wow we flow. XD
Then I went to church at around 0230.
At around 4plus I went to find Yun Fang, accompany her go Carrefour buy some food stuff.
I got my long awaited strawberry jam! Yummers. ((:
I bought a bowl of instant noodles and went back to church to eat it.

Still hungry.

Got meeting later.

-

To tell the truth, I'm drained.

-

Can't wait for Usher next Wednesday!

-

Here I am.
Send me.

2006-10-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hit town with Fel!
Met Jieru at Borders. Her shoes look terribly painful. ):
Both of them. (Thank God for inventing flats. :D)

-

Yesterday went Gelare with Shermaine, Xinjie, Wei Zhi, Kinnon, and Eric.
Later E3 popped over! (:
Had fun with Kinnon's laptoppppp. (neoprint machine XD)
After that we went Vivo City for the second time. It's huge.
Pull and Bear's got some awesome threads.
But my heart goes with Forever21! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">xbox games were so fun.
I love crashing my car. And fighting with funny people. ^^
The guys are so poor thing.
Us fashion ministry girls were happily shopping.
They are sitting on the chairs and couches waiting for us. XD
So poor thiiiing. ^^
Oh well, thank you guys for waiting with us!

Candy Empire's awesome. B)

-

I'm missing you baby.

-

Only You Lord.
Jesus, we give You our lives.

2006-10-16T16:43:00.000+08:00

Town-ed just now with Adriiii. (:
Town was kind of boring I realised.
I'm totally in love with long sleeves.
I wish Topshop will have this top that is super long and turtleneck and long-sleeved please.
So I can wear it as a dress. ^^

-

I can't tell if those words so sweet are real or sugar-coated.

-

Sunday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINMIN(:
I had fun with you on Friday night.
Like totally.
PICture friend love yoooooooou(:
Went to Kesia's father's wake.
Smiles all around!

Service was awesome as usual.
HAMMIMISHHHH.
Smiling is good.

-

I want to live for You
JESUS.

2006-10-14T01:16:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, it hurts to know that even if you speak truth, they say it's a lie.
But it's okay, I submit to them, to their insistent, there's nothing I can say;
but God sees everything.

-

I think I fell for you. (:
I came clean! Goshhhhh.

-

Cuiting's crazy.

-

Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

Travelling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day until the feeling went away
And the clouds were dropping and the...
The rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were whistling a new tune barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

2006-10-13T19:52:00.000+08:00

Jasmine MARIE is sitting beside me now and complaining her fingers hurt a lot from typing. :D
Then she say I very what. Hahaha. Why her name Jasmine Marie? Cos she act got second name what. Non-sense. HAHAHAHA.

Okay that was just random rubbish at 7.44pm. ((:

Later I'm going to have a lot of fun!

:D

I feel guilty for smiling when someone else is being torn apart.

I think I'm falling for you.

-

You are my saviour, my refuge, my rock.

2006-10-13T15:02:00.000+08:00

Kesia, my heart cries for you.

-

CIP planning.
I was so unlike myself, sealed lips and glassy eyes.
I was quiet, self-absorbed and silent.

-

Church. ((:
I LOVE CHARMAINE LOTS LOTS WORXZXZXZ

2006-10-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

My dinner was two sugar donuts and a cup of milk.
Exceedingly delicious. ((: Note the sarcasm please, thankyou.

-

Best friend accompanied me to go Ah Keow cut hair.
My fringe is like so short. -.-
Weird. Oh well. It will grow! ((:
Watched her eat. Then went church.
Played a little bit of foosball then went into auditorium to do art.
Adriena they all started playing Taboo.
Got too noisy then kana chased out. Lol.
So I happily did my art until my brain is like spilling out.
Because so many things to draw. -.-

Tomorrow is emaths paper two and guess what.
I don't have a calculator.
Shit.
Guess I'd borrow from my brother or guardian's son.
And I realised one thing: when I type I rarely use my right index finger.
Where else for my left one I always use it.
Lmao. I'm like so lame luh. (:

Anyway I should go do up a nice new pretty blogskin soon.
I'm getting sick of this blogger template.
Also, something random.
I feel like joining Lights Ministry!
Me, Shi Ya and Xin hui. ((:

Lol.
Hurray for randomness.

-

Jesus I believe in you.
And I would go.
Till the ends of the earth.

2006-10-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

I'm still coughing like crazy but the haze is clearing up.

-

There's so many people in life I'm grateful for.
So many things I want to thank God for blessing me with.
The list goes on, but it all goes back to GOD for everything.
I thank you Lord.

-

Broken hearts making history.

2006-10-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

Saint YAO- dwell in ur house forever の発言:
IMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI
SAINT IMAI! の発言:
MICHHHHHHHH
Saint YAO- dwell in ur house forever の発言:
IMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI
Saint YAO- dwell in ur house forever の発言:
IMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI
Saint YAO- dwell in ur house forever の発言:
imAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAi

-

I feel loved.
In a ridiculously funny way. ((:

-

I want to pull you out of your dream.
But you want to stay in there.
I could only sit by and watch you die in your own hands.

-

Chomp-ed.
Studied for a while at SKCC.
Withdrawal symptoms are terrible.
Tobacco is really baaad.

-

The weather is being sarcastic.
The haze tells my story.
My story BEFORE CHRIST.
Hazy, aimless, meaningless, purposeless-
Lord, I thank you for saving me.

-

Mom's coming tomorrow!

-

Philippians 4:13
I can do everything through Him who gives me strength.

2006-10-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

Went Khatib study.
Quality study!
Wasted my money on pasta though.
It's not bad, but small quantity.
Even PS's Kopitiam's pasta's much tastier and tons cheaper.
Pffft.
Lesson learnt.
OH well. :/

-

I love my leaders plenty! (((:
Countdown to end of exams: one more week of torture!

-

I need Your anointing.

2006-10-04T15:37:00.000+08:00

Yay I'm in Compass.
Again.

Wow.

-

Papers were totally disgusting today. Yucks. Think Imma be failing Maths.
Dots.

Cuiting, don't you imaaaaaai me okay. -.-
Yay let's go eat prata on Friday 13th! :D:D
Can't wait for exams to end.
Second bestie's exam ended today. Lucky pig.
So many exciting things to do after exams luh.

A baby just blew raspeberries at my direction.
So cute! Then I smiled at him then he looked away. Cuiting say he scared of me. ):
Then that woman is laughing into her bread now. Seow.

She asked me what's my problem.
Then she say like live broadcast like that.
HAHAHAHA and now she think her leg damn long luh.
Knocking my knee. Then she asked me what's my problem... again.
Seow.

But I still love you luh best friend. (:
P.S. cos got free fries to koup!

Then she very sad cos she say I make use of her.
Then she keep on imaaaai me then make me laugh like seow.
Wah irritating!

-

Running into Your arms again.

2006-10-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

I'm coughing like crazy, it hurts.

-

Went to Compass.
Mini-tift with Mak, but got over it soon enough.
Meiyan and I at Cafe Galilee.
Then Wing Tong and Jian Le popped over.
All of a sudden, Yong Cheng, Adriena, Jolie, Esmond popped up!

So we go children's section to study.
Then came Elizabeth and Mei Shan!
Amazing.
My instincts were right.
I had a feeling that I was going to meet a lot of people.
So I did. Gosh. O: I'm freaking myself out.

-

Zhi Xiang's my HOT partner!
Imma chilli padi and he's hot sauce!
Together, we're sizzling hot(:

((ZONE-D))*[Hotsauce Torres]] † |chs 65| even the word impossible says i m possible.. [legend PIG] *in the world of muggers.. の発言:
no lorr...hot sauce is HOT
((ZONE-D))*[Hotsauce Torres]] † |chs 65| even the word impossible says i m possible.. [legend PIG] *in the world of muggers.. の発言:
chili padi just chili on rice padi fields

LOL.

SAINT IMAI! の発言:
we're sizzling hot. (:
((ZONE-D))*[Hotsauce Torres]] † |chs 65| even the word impossible says i m possible.. [legend PIG] *outta it for awhile... の発言:
haha...and we sizzles!

:D:D:D THE BEST PART...

((ZONE-D))*[Hotsauce Torres]] † |chs 65| even the word impossible says i m possible.. [legend PIG] *outta it for awhile... の発言:
...
((ZONE-D))*[Hotsauce Torres]] † |chs 65| even the word impossible says i m possible.. [legend PIG] *outta it for awhile... の発言:
ok..u are hotter....just for today!
((ZONE-D))*[Hotsauce Torres]] † |chs 65| even the word impossible says i m possible.. [legend PIG] *outta it for awhile... の発言:
rahhs!
SAINT IMAI! の発言:
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Windows Live Messenger is awesome.

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All I want is You.

2006-10-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

It's awesome to go back into His arms.
To feel His presence come down on me, to feel His love.
He's so amazing; our God.

Do you know, 24 million in 28 million are Christians in America?
Isn't that amazing! Hahahaha.

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Jesus
I'm going to be a HISTORY MAKER.

2006-10-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

I'm glad I went for service today.
Affluence to influence!

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Imma be the Salt of the earth and Light of the World!
I'm going to be a HISTORY MAKER.

Lord, I'm starting to feel You again.
Your presence is comforting.
I feel your LOVE on me.

Thank you Lord.
You are AMAZING.

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Lord, you're always here with me.

2006-09-30T12:23:00.000+08:00

So nostalgic!
My brother's playing House of the Dead on Dreamcast.
I miss playing this with him at the arcade.
Hahahaha. So random right.

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Later gonna' go for service.
Excitement! (:
Got my $150 today.
Can't wait to go shopping soon.
Countdown to end of exams:

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"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live"

-Norman Cousins

2006-09-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

Exam stress.

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Okay we're officially back on talking terms already.
But I've learnt a lesson: don't put your heart into it.

I had a very fascinating dream the other night.
Nothing godly, sadly enough, but something really indulgent.
Love it.

Went Compass with Cui.
Then went church. Cui go Kesia's house.
Church now.

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Were my eyes that red yesterday?

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Consume me from the inside out

2006-09-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

Wing Tong.
Thanks for entertaining me during Chemistry today. :D
Lame jokes luh you.
Forgive them! (: Jesus loves you.
Dearest brother-in-Christ, continue to grow in God!

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Charmaine!
She is so incredible!
Save more souls! Pull them away from the ouija board where false answers lie, lead them to Christ, who is the Truth, the Way and the Light, and may the Holy Spirit guide you to share His Gospel (:

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The two people of mention today.
Cuiting.
I'm so sorry that I dropped us off at the wrong bus stop hahahah.
Six bucks cheap right. Hahahaha.
Had a nice chat with the aunt.
Didn't see her for so long luh. Think I will go cut my hair soon as well. Just trim luh not cut. Hahaha. Somebody trim my fringe before and it's totally hideous. Better not let her get near me with a pair of scissors again. Ugh.

Did my QT at the big grass field near my house.
I felt very frustrated.
I was searching, groping desperately for His presence.
I gave thanks before starting, concentrating deeply.
BUT I CAN'T FIND HIM. I CAN'T FIND HIM.
What's wrong?
I felt so dry, like how I was back before I came to Him.

I'm shivering in the dark, without His warmth.

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I'm running dry.

2006-09-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

I'm in extremes now.
Happy and not happy at the same time.
:/
I feel a little distant from God.
More QTs!

I will connect back to Him! rawr.
Went home with the Compassvale people after church today.
Beat Esther two rounds in foosball even without warming up.
Gee, boosted my ego.

Mass was cool today.
Not as bad as before with Chloe's voice there and all. :]

Went church with Adriena they all.
Very foggy memories about it.
Quite blur.

When I went home I was tempted.
I'm ashamed to say I gave in.

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Lord, I'm sorry for disappointing you, when you have so much faith in me.

2006-09-25T12:03:00.000+08:00

I want to lead her soul to Christ: but not today, because the grudge stays strong.

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Sometimes I feel that I'm writing riddles instead of blogging my daily life.
My artistic license to do so. *grin

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I know
We'll never be apart

2006-09-24T14:44:00.000+08:00

Late night movies and creepy long-haired girls.
Girls linked by the same twist of events, where fathers led by alcohol-induced drives to violate them, their souls torn apart by the burden they shoulder, the tears they cry after each false rendezvous.
Sympathy for a fiction.

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Things are not taking a turn for the better. It's spiralling downwards.
I lost so many things.

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Under your wings I take refuge.

2006-09-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

Exhaustion.
I'm studying, nothing is going in. Shit.
I just realised that of all her 'close' friends, I'm the one who's being treated like garbage.
She obviously doesn't treasure me. At all. And all the reasons for ignoring me she'd told me were all fake, she's just lying to save face, wtf.

I feel so dumb, so cheated, at all the times I thought she would truly be there for me, where Jesus was the only one who had been.
I feel so stupid for not having noticed the signs, that she was treating me like wtf, like I'm a back-up when the others throw her away. Wtf. I can't believe my own foolishness, honestly.

I will stop talking about her before I get even more vulgar, because it's simply pissing off. Gee.

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Someone made me smile today. (: Thankyou!

Cui's funny.
Spongebob, waffles and Kentucky.

2006-09-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

Two crumbling friendships.
I thought they were strong, but they were more fragile than cookies.

Foosball was awesome. Zachary Chan is my new foosball partner. (:
Aren't you like supremely honoured?! Hahahaha. Me and my ego.
I'm ego kid as how my jasmine flower calls me. lmao. I think I'm so full of nonsense.

Cuiting is nice. She treated me to pasta and honey lemon drink. (:
I love my water heater! Heee. Evil partners-in-crime.

Received art questions. So emo can.
I think Imma do decay or twisted and tangled thing.

The bruise of my thigh is healing well! Awesome. (:
I miss snatch thief/eyecandy. :<
Oh man. Oh man.

Exams ending: 12th October.
I could hardly wait.

2006-09-19T01:25:00.000+08:00

I sinned twice.
Yet I felt no guilt, there is something wrong!

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Shermaine and Adriena made my day(s).
I love my sister(s)-in-Christ!
Oh, and brother(s)-in-Christ as well of course.

Dwell in Your house forever.

2006-09-16T20:05:00.000+08:00

I could sing of Your love forever.

Rebonded my hair today.
Like wow, it's like ... so flat. lmao.
And Adriena's leaning on me.
So heavy. And she's poking me. But I not scared. :D
She's like EVIL luh.
hahahahahahaha.
She insists she's the nicest. -.-
Oh puh-lease.

I slept at two last night. Woke up at nine.
Sian diao. -.- <--- This is like my favourite emoticon at the moment luh.
Yay I think Chew Ting rocks. :D Because she pulled Adriena off me yay I'm free!
Hahhahahahaha joking luh.
Can't wait for tomorrow.

Once in a lifetime opportunity to see me in a dress, like wow. (besides prom night that is)
And Adriena is having a craving for mamee mee now. Like wow. hahahahahaha.
I'm so full of crap. :D

And random conclusion of the day: I can never carry a proper conversation with the male brain for more than five minutes because they all give me one to three worded answers. lmao.

Signing off knutfut-style;
Mai

2006-09-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

New blog! (: